I'll See Myself
In every cut I find
In every dead girl/boy's eyes
In every rape victim
In every suicide case
In every broken heart
In every shattered mind
In every tear drop
In every bruise
In every scream
In every pleading gaze that silently asks for release from hell
In every death joke, because we'll never actually do it, right?
In every promise, broken or otherwise
In every ragged breath, whether it be from excursion or from something else
In every fatal wound that no one uttered a word about
I Will See Myself. And I will
Cut with them
And remember with them
And plan with them
And grieve with them
And heal with them
And scream with them
And plead with them
And joke with them
And promise with them
And slow my breathing with them
And I will fatally hurt myself.
With them.
But it'll never be enough.
