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Melissa’s Point.Of.View
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Watching the stars above us with Calum was all I ever wanted to do and I would never get sick of it. Tonight it was different. Calum was nervous the whole time. Why? We’re best friends he doesn’t have to be nervous about laying down in a field next to me and look at the stars like we always do.
Confronting him, I broke the comfortable yet slightly awkward silence, “Okay Cal no shit just tell me why you’re acting weird!” Tilting my head slightly to look at his face.
He sighed before turning to face me. “I love you.”
I frowned. I love him too of course I do we always tell each other.
“I know Calum, I love you too. You know that!” He shook his head, he was being serious. I don’t get it?
“But not like I love you, Lils…I love you.” Lils had always been his nickname for me even though my name wasn’t Lilly. When we were younger he could never pronounce my name right and he’d always say ‘Melilsa’ and the nickname kinda stuck. I could see his brown eyes glistening in the moonlight. Tears were in his eyes.
“Calum…” He cut me off before I could say everything.
“No Melissa, it’s okay. I know you don’t like me like that I just wanted to tell you.”
He let go of my hand and stood up to walk away. I tugged on the hem of his shirt to stop him but he just shrugged me off and walked away.
“Calum! Wait” I called after him. He stopped and turned around to look at me.
“I…I do love you. Like you said you love me.” I didn’t dare look at him. I just looked down at the wet grass, waiting for a response.
He started to walk slowly closer to me, we were now just inches apart. Is this what I really wanted? I really do love Calum but do I need a relationship right now after what I’ve been through?
I debated about whether I should stop him kissing me but I fought against it.
His lips came in contact with mine and I knew I would never regret my decision. I love Calum and Calum loves me and I can’t change anything. I just hope it doesn’t change our friendship.
We both smiled as we pulled away.
I put my hand in his and we walked back to my house.
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“You know I was having a heart attack before telling you.” Calum laughed. We were now sitting on the front porch of my house, another place we used to sit when we were younger.
“Well I don’t know why! Everyone was telling me how obvious I was being about my feelings for you, Cal!”
He replied with a light chuckle.
It was silent again for a few minutes before Calum gasped and gently unwound our fingers and turned his head once again to face me.
He shyly mumbled, “Can I stay at yours tonight?”
I nodded. “Of course you can Cal! I was going to ask you anyway.”
He beamed and pulled me into one of his tight suffocating hugs.
“Ow Calum you’re gonna squeeze me to death!”
He laughed as I squealed and tried to squirm out of his grip but he was too strong.
Whilst I spent the evening with Calum all I thought about was how happy I was now. It was like nothing bad ever happened to me.
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Hi :)so this is the first part/chapter(even though it was tiny.) of my fanficccc! I hope you all like it and leave comments on what you think of it I’d love to read them :) the chapters will be longer than this! This was just a starting thing…
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