Hamilton fanfiction !Trans Alex!

Part 1

Alex's POV

Dear Diary,

Today is first my day at King's Collage. I don't really want to go there. I don't want people to see me. If you don't know then I'm trans. Boy to girl. Yeah... Well I have no idea how can I fix myself so much that I look like girl. A lot of money got lost because of plastic surgeries. Maybe that's how. I don't know but I'm still not satisfied. I hope no one will notice.

When I enter school everyone looked at me. I felt self confusion and bit guilty. Well a lot. I continued to walk. I heard whispers. They were saying something like:

Who's that?

I never saw her.

From where she is?

Is she new?

That made me feel more guilty. Like why the hell?! Of course I'm new! And? What changed? Ugh... I just hope no one will notice me.

I was done writing my note in my diary at lunch table. I still had to eat something but I'm not so hungry. That's why I just took an apple. Don't think I have eating problems or like that. I'm just not hungry. That is it. Nothing bad. Not like I'm not hungry every moment. Just I ate bit more this morning.

I took a bite of my apple when I notice someone sit at my table. Quick note: I was sitting alone of course.

I looked up to see who it was. There was three girls. One of them was in pink shirt and black jeans. Other was wearing blue dress and third one was wearing yellow sweater and light blue jeans. 

"Hi! So you're the new girl yes?'' girl with blue dress asked.

I nodded. I'm mute. Cuz I'm trans of course!

"I'm Eliza. These are my sisters Angelica and Peggy.'' Eliza smiled. I waved to them.

''What's your name?'' Peggy asked. I took piece of paper from my pocket and pen. I wrote:

Hi, I'm Alexandra. Sorry I'm mute

They read the message and looked at me. Ugh I don't like when people look at me.

''I think it will be easier if we give our numbers to each other so we could chat and you won't have to write on paper'' Angelica handed me my note back. I nodded and slid note back into my pocket. They gave me their numbers and I gave them mine. Truly they're nice. It's nice to talk to them. Nice company and interesting people.

''Hey we should introduce you to our friends!'' Peggy's eyes lit up as she suggested it. I don't really want to meet new people but I have no other chose because I don't want to be rude to them.

Eliza and Angelica nodded and all three turned to me. ''You want to?'' Peggy asked. I nodded because how I said before I don't want to be rude.

''Okay then let's go!'' curly haired girl in yellow sweater shouted at stood up. Her sisters after her and then I. Peggy took her phone.

andPEGGY added A.Ham into chat.

andPEGGY: Guys this is our new friend. Meet us at cafeteria. 

Baguette: Okay others will be there too. We're om our way.

After couple of minutes a little band of people joined at our table. One of them was with curly hair, green eyes and freckles. He was so cute. I could feel my cheeks heat up. 

Other had curly hair too. They were tied up into high ponytail. Third one had bandana. These two were holding hands so I guess they're a couple. Aww so cute.

''Okay so this is Alexandra. She's mute so don't wait her to say something to you. '' Peggy smiled.

"Well hello beauté. " Boy with huge French accent said and kissed my hand. My cheeks heated up even more.
I just smiled at him and pulled my hands away.

"I'm Hercules. But you can call me Herc. Oh. I mean when you'll write or like that. Sorry. " Boy with bandana said. I smiled to him too.

Next was that cute freckles boy. He waved to me and said. "Yo I'm John. Hole you'll like spend your time with our crazy band" He chuckled. That's it. My cheeks are red as tomatoe. I smiled at him bit nervously.

''So who's free tonight? It's Friday boys!'' Angelica shouted but not too loud.

"ME'' John responded first

''Me'' Herc and Laf said together.

then they all looked at me again. Whyyyyyyyyyyyy?

I just shrugged. I took  my phone and wrote in our group chat:

A.Ham: I don't know. Don't we have homework and I'm not really type that is hanging around at nights etc.

They all read my message and then looked at me again. It's getting annoying but I think I can handle it.

''Oh come on. It'll be fun! Nod if you're in. Please" John made hose puppy eyes. Oh my god. He's so cute. I could feel myself blush so hard that never no one had. I can't say no to this.

I sighed and looked at crowd in cafeteria. I looked a bit down and closed my eyes. Then I nodded and looked at them.

''YAY!'they all shouted together. I jumped and fall from bench on what I was sitting.

''Oh god  we're sorry. We didn't wanted to scare you.'' Eliza covered her mouth with her hands while I sat back up.

Ijust shook my head and smiled at them, I hope they get that I'm saying that it's okay. I hope.

''Okay then.'' she smiled.

After that we just chatted and planed where we'll meet and when and that stuff. They are really ice and kind to me. That's cool. I never had treated like that. I feel good with them. It's fun and interesting. I think I'm going to fit in there.