ᴡᴏʀᴛʜʟᴇꜱꜱ; ᴍ.ʏɢ. 🚬

di·et

di·et

/ˈdīət/

noun

which one restricts oneself, either to lose weight or for medical reasons.

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"come on, yuna!" the man yelled, "one more mile."

i continued running like my life depended on it, the treadmill thumping beneath my heavy footsteps.

'my feet shouldn't be sounding that harsh,' i thought sourly, 'i feel like an elephant.'

i kept on ignoring the man in front of me and focused on myself, just tuning him out. i was planning on running more than another mile, i didn't need him to tell me.

i felt like a slave, sometimes just like a mindless drone following whatever orders are thrown my way. i reluctantly listen because of course, i needed my job.

this is my livelihood.

i am here to please others, i needed to be perfect for the people that have supported me.

give them a sight to see.

so when i ran the required mile, i stepped off the treadmill. my coach said "good work today," and waved goodbye to me.

i merely glanced around to make sure he was gone and stepped back onto the treadmill, starting back where i left off.

my manager has set a specific limit on how much i could workout in a certain time period. mostly, so i wouldn't over work myself.

it's been like this for a while now of me just staying after at the gym without any of the staff knowing. i usually would run until i felt completely dazed.

but today, i was feeling the daze a lot earlier than i should've been. i ignored the nagging voice in the back of my head and continued to run.

eat something...

i can't, i thought. i need to be following a special diet for myself.

i didn't mind this diet in the slightest. whatever made me look more pleaseable to the eye.

i felt like i was going to pass out at any moment so i powered off the treadmill and stumbled my way to my apartment. my mind could barely comprehend what was going on around me as tried finding my keys. black spots were clouding my vision, slowing swallowing up the colors before me.

my body was starting to shut down on me. a wave of dizziness hit me so hard to the point where i collapsed, hitting the floor hard.

i whine in pain, helplessly calling for help in an almost inaudible tone.

fast footsteps could be heard coming my way.

but before i could see who was helping me, i blacked out completely.

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the savior is yoongi :))

~A