no this is not a story. Thank you.
Eyes wondered around knowing that the one was going to be found. They stopped,they looked at you.You looked at me, now we both know theres no turning back.
A tall boy with big hair and his hair brown with a love trapping face.
No talking just looking, giving huge signs and getting close, but still no talking. We both knew we liked each other and also the "rumor" spread around about it to, but one problem was that i knew and you knew you were gay. The signs were big, and everyday We both got more and more butterflies in our hearts by the day. We would both blush and smile to our selfs when were near each other everything was great but...
More and more lesser and lesser paying attention to one another.
But years go by, it stops because of pressure of them got me into saying i don't like you but once i said that i realized that you would find out.
Friends still think i don't like him.they think that its oh happy old savannah who thinks her life is great and totally not pretending shes dieing inside. Shes not love broken.Shes not bitter in her heart.
They wouldn't understand.
You gave me a look these 3 days.
I was outside with my friend waiting to be picked up and my eyes wondered for you.You came finally.i scanned you until my eyes stopped and stared at your hands interlocked with some other boys hand an watched you both slowly pull away because you had to go.
At that very moment my heart shriveled up and suffocated and the last piece of my heart broke,knowing that the damage fully took over my heart, i didnt give you up like everyone else did. I thought there was a chance. I guess i was wroung. The damage is done.
Now im asking my self "Will i ever fall in love again"?
I don't think i will.
Love is a trap, a damage system where it crumbles your heart into pieces leaving you broken.Never leaving you as the same person. There is caution tape around my heart.
What did i ever do wrong. Now i have stopped caring
