*Edited. Fixed the grammatical and spelling errors
Jade
I have no idea why I am even in this fucking place! Why the hell am I here? The only thing is that I listen to music. That's it. What is so harmful about that? What the fuck is everyone's problem? All I know is that I don't belong here. Fuck what they think because I do not need to be here. I will find a way out of this place. No matter what.
Perrie
I cannot believe that I managed to get myself trapped in this hell hole. I don't even have a problem. My parents made me think that the music I have been listening to is doing some to my brain. Clearly, that is just ludicrous. There are people here who have actual problems that need to be sorted out. I don't think music is something that needs to be washed out of my system. IT'S MUSIC FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!
My parents visit me from time to time. My therapist tells me I'm making great progress. Whatever that means. All I know is, is that I'm not crazy, and if I were, I'm not crazy enough to be here. I'm going to get out of here. Hopefully soon too.
Jesy
Okay, I know what you're thinking. "How did Jessica Louise Nelson manage to screw her life up so bad that she ends up in a mental institution?"
Well, I'll tell you.
I like music. Maybe more than an average person. You see, I... I let it take over my life. It became all that I cared about. All that I ever wanted. If I wasn't playing music, I was listening to it. If I wasn't listening to it, I was writing it. If I wasn't writing it, I dreamt about it.
Now you see what everyone realized was a problem. My family came and gave me an intervention. After much tears, and hearing how this was affecting everyone around me, I realized I need help. Being here though, is making me think that it was a bigger deal in my head, than in reality.
I guess I was more brainwashed by my family than I ever thought possible...
I need out of here, and I will get out of here.
Leigh Anne
I'm getting out next week! I'm so excited! I've been stuck in this madhouse for so long. I guess I can admit this to you. I used to listen to music 24/7. I wouldn't go to school. I didn't sleep. I literally only listened to music. My life was so awful. I felt as if I was losing my mind. Music was thing only thing that kept me from dying.
I had no friends. I was so depressed. I thought that the music would soothe me, but in reality, in made me go even more insane. I felt as though I was going to spiral into nothing. That I was nothing unless the music was playing in the background.
I have grown into such a stronger person since before I got here, but now, I can finally see the clarity. Soon, I can be out of this hell hole, and back at my own house.
