warning I complain in this chapter
i really want to go to the panic! show in Albuquerque but Its super expensive consindering
we'd be driving there and so we have to pay for gas, a hotel, the tickets, and we would still need money for food and other stuff.
the only person who actually kind of cares is my mom
I've also saved a fuck ton of money (511$) to try and help pay for stuff but they still say no and don't care. my brother wants to go to a ghost concert also in Albuquerque but he has the money and my parents are considering it even though they don't really like ghost
