lord knows I'll miss you, because you're the reason i hate endings and we all know a spin off isn't the same, and we all know nothing good can come out a movie made to a game, you're the reason i hate endings, to a book, to a movie, or my favourite show on tv, oh you've done so much damage though i know you never ment to hurt me
oh, the trailer looked so enticing, but now i don't know if its just my seat
no more, i am hers, she is mine, walking through a new york park with our hands intertwined
love really makes you blind because i couldn't see we just weren't ment to be
you're the reason i hate endings especially to my favourite show on tv
this ^ isn't about anyone no one ive been with has had me this upset about a break up forme ti write smth like this i just torture myself and emo shit like this comes out
i wish i didn't know the pain of being told i hate you, i wish i never met you, i regret talking you out of it, you never did anything for me, you were my problem
it wouldn't be a big deal
but the person who told me all those things said "i love you" to me every day and said so many other sweet things
but i was too naive to see that they were lying to me
i think the one that hurt the most was "i wish i never talked you out of it"
i don't know why i remembered all these things tonight
im gonna remember everything and be screwed
lets hope i dont do anything stupid
im not crying because they hurt me their words are things ive heard so many times now
im crying because i wonder how many other people they've told the same things and i worry that they let it get to them
god i guess tonight is ment to suck for me
if you see this im fine
this isnt for pity its so i can vent/rant
i gotta go before i have a panic attack
i feel so fucking done with life
