IF ONLY YOU KNEW

Wtf

Bianca POV

I walked in the resturant and I'm the first one here I walked up to the server

"Hi how may I help you"

"Yes I have a table reserved for Bianca" I said with a smile

"Yes right this way , a table for 3 right"

"Yas ma'am"

I sat seated waiting on them looking through my ig feed , until I saw quan walk in , even though he is my bestfriend , I really wish it was more than just a friend ship I can see my self really being with him and being serious but I don't want to ruin our friendship

He walked to the table

"Hey Bianca" he said flashing his white teeth and dimple

"Hey " I said

"So where's the vampire at?" I laughed

"don't call her that " I said hitting his arm

"Dang girl that hurted" he said grabbing his arm playfully

"Boy please here she comes now"

"Oh lord I just lost my appetite , she could of waited to show that face after I ate"

I wanted to die laugh but I just didn't he can be so mean some times

"Hey Bianca hey rat' she said sitting down

"Hey boo"

"Yo momma"

They can act so childish lord please get me through this damn night without killing one of them, we just ordered are food and I guess while we wait we can talk about what's the big deal forreal , cause the whole time we been here they did nothing but argue

"Ok look I wanna know wtf is really up and why y'all are always down each others throat"

They didn't say nothing but looked at each other and out they head down

"So ik something is up , y'all are never quiet around each other , now tell me what's the beef"

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Quan POV

since we been at this dinner I wanted to stab this girl I really don't wanna tell her what the real problem is man I have a feeling she's going to not wanna talk to me every again after this.

"So ik something is up , y'all are never quiet around each other , now tell me what's the beef"

I just exhaled and shit imma just go for it I rather tell her the truth than keep lieing.

" Ok look one night me and love had sex we was drunk after a party and that's when we found out that she was pregnant she kept telling me that it was mine and still to this day I don't believe it's mines but imma keep taking of it until I know it's not mines , no I didn't tell you because I was afraid you'll be mad at me because I kept this secret I been wanted to tell you but love told me not to "

Shit after saying all that I feel like the world is off my shoulders , no I rather have Bianca in my life then love bald head ass for 18years , this is just one if those things I don't like dealing with

I looked up from what I said and looked at Bianca , I could really give two fucks about love being mad I just wished I can take that back from fucking her nasty ass , Bianca had tears running from her face

I knew she'll be mad but why she crying ? She just got up and walked away quietly. Ik not to go after her cause her ass will go the fuck off on my ass so he'll nah imma just stay here man this gone be one hell of a night.

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LOVE POV

I WANNA stab quan ass why tf did he tell Bianca that shit knowing she was going be mad , ok what you thinking why not tell her , but ik that Bianca liked quans so for me to fuck him will fuck our relationship up , but another thing she don't know is that I like quan too I mean why wouldn't he the biggest boss nigga in the Chi making bands , I just trying get in where I got in and do what's good for me no matter what I takes.

I just got up and walked away from the table to since I was The only one sitting there.

Oh we'll I'll do anything to get to the top , honestly the night me and quan fucked he was drunk asl I wasn't even drunk I just acted like it so I could fuck him after we fucked I realize that I was pregnant I'm just hoping this baby is quans , cause ik after this he is going to do a test on the baby.

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Bianca POV

how tf could they do this to me , and love she knew how I felt about quan and she go and do some shit like this idk what the fuck to do.

After I left the restaurant I just drive down towards the beach an and just walked on the beach to get my thoughts together idk what to do I should of just told quan I like him when I had the chance.

After I got I was done with the beach I went home stripped and fall asleep to my crys and Beyoncé resent ment

"I only give you a hard time

'Cause I can't go on and pretend like

I tried and I tried to forget this

But I'm too damn full of resentment

I know she was attractive but I was here first

Been ridin' with you for six years why did I deserve

To be treated this way by you, you

I know your probably thinking what's up with Bee

I been crying for too long what did you do to me

I used to be so strong but now you took my soul

I'm crying can't stop crying can't stop crying

You could've told me that you wasn't happy

I know you didn't wanna hurt me

But look what you've done-done to me now

I gotta look at her in her eyes and see she's had half of me

How could you lie"