IF ONLY YOU KNEW

Just the beginning

Bianca POV.

I woke up the next morning with a banging head ache and my eyes blood shot red with bags under them, I sighed over the previous night running through my mind, I got up and decided I was going to talk to both of them separately

I got up did my took my shower and did the rest of my hygiene stuff, then walked to my closet , felling through clothes, decided on a pair of true religion jeans a white v neck, my MK belt , and my furla bag. Flat ironed my hair bone straight and slicked it into a Kim k ponytail. I rather wear gym shoes today so I put on my gray Jordan's

I walked down stairs to see my mom cooking. Lately I have been feeling real guilty on the way I be treating her. I wanna just be more nicer because ik she's trying to be a better mom.

"Hey mommy" I said grabbing a orange juice bottle.

"Ohhh I get a hey mommy haven't got one of those in years" she says with a smile.

I use to adore everything about my mother to her looks to the way she acted until she got to the drugs it changed her for the worst. She came home and stayed clean so I give her a chance and it's finally working

"Yaaa I know, how bout tomorrow night me and you and my MommaMe ( grandmother) go to dinner my treat"

"I guess it's a date " she smiles

"Ok we'll I got to go, should be home later on tonight" I said grabbing my keys

"Ok be careful"

I closed the door and made my way to the car , I wanted to talk to quan first because I'm not really that mad at him more mad at love if anything she knew how I felt about quan and she goes and does this.

Quan I'm mad at him because he didn't tell, I pull up to his house and I see his cars parked so I know he's home

I grabbed my key and opened the door. Soon as I opened the door, I see him depressed laying on the couch. I sneak over his way and scare his ass

"AHHHHHH" I Said loudly

"Ahhhhh wtf " he said jumping up , I laughed so hard

"Bianca wtf you doing here I thought you was mad at me "

"I am mad but mostly at love"

"Why her not me?"

"Because quan ok look if I tell you this you have to not look at me different or this shouldn't change our friend ship" I sighed

"Ok" he said

"I told love that I wanted to be more than friends with you a while back before she had the baby. And then y'all tell me this. I feel like this was purposely"

He just say their with a big smirk on his face

"What nigga" I said

" Bianca I wanna be more than friends to"

I set there just staring. Looking I couldn't believe that he just told me that. I remember the first time we met we were 6

(FLASH BACK)

"Hi I'm Bianca "

"Hi I'm quan"

"Wanna play with me ?"

"Sure"

We played in the swing set for hours I didn't even wanna go home when my mom called for me to go home

"Sorry quan I gotta go"

"It's ok you wanna be my gf"

"Ew no I'll be your bestfriend"