Day 18
I told him I am his darkness.
I met him again. I talked to him.
He said that Temari is his light that guides him out of his darkness. That is why, I am his darkness.
My heart aches. It hurts so much.
And just like what I said before, whenever he's gone, whenever he's hurt me, Deidara-kun seemed to be here beside me.
I've also made a letter to Shikamaru-kun. I don't know when is the right time to give this to him but I have a strong feeling, it'll be Deidara-kun who'll give this to him. Thus, entrusting it to him.
I've wrote everything I wanted to him.
My training has gone off to an end too. I've completed everything I should be learning and I've forgotten a very important thing in ninjutsu.
I put a curse on Shikamaru-kun. A curse to make him feel my pain after I die.
I can't bear to see him suffer anymore because of me. I can't. I feel like my heart's gonna burst.
Yours Truly,
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