I'm in love with an Outlaw- Andley

Chapter 13

~Jinxx’s POV~

Andy wouldn’t leave me alone now. It was kinda getting on my nerves. Shouldn’t he be pandering to his fiancé instead of me, the loser.

I had told him and Ash and CC why…and everything…just not Jake. I was scared. He is so going to hate me after I tell him. Andy had actually told Jake that he had to come over to my house because I had something to tell him. What a good friend Andy is.

I was sitting on my sofa freaking out when I heard the doorbell ring. Fuck. I can’t do this, oh god something happen please stop this.

“Jinxx?” I heard Jake call from the door.

My throat felt dry and my hands were shaking, I wanted to tell him to go away but I couldn’t.

I heard the door open as Jake let himself in, making his own way through to my living room.

“Jinxx?” he asked yet again sitting down next to me.

“M…mhm?” I managed to mumble.

“What did you want to tell me?”

“I-I…” I coughed, clearing my throat. This wasn’t going to go well.

“I…didn’t want to tell anyone to be honest…Andy found out first.” I said quietly fidgeting with my sleeves again. “I n-never meant to get this way…I swore I never would but I’m a fucking mess now…” I was rambling, I wasn’t making any sense, I wanted to avoid getting to the point for as long as possible. Jake just sat and listened.

“I thought that maybe…just maybe if I was skinnier…the person I love would love me back…but…I’ve made a mess of myself…I’m not someone that is loveable…”

“Jinxx…please what did you do?” Jake asked, his voice cracking. He seemed to already know what had happened.

“I-I…I’ve been…starving myself and I guess you could say that my arms are scarred…as well as my thighs…”

“Oh Jinxx…” Jake pulled me into a hug, firmly but gently.

I held back my tears, hiding my face in Jake’s chest.

“Who…who is it that you love…I’m sure that she loves you back…?”

He sounded disappointed…

“W-well…that’s the thing, they’re not a she…” I laughed nervously.

“Well who is he then?”

“J-Jake…Jake Pitts…” I whispered, looking down at my shaking hands.

“What?” Jake asked.

“I love you, Jake…” I hesitantly looked up at him.

“Oh my god Jinxx…”

I just looked at him, biting my lip.

“You destroyed yourself over me…thinking that I wouldn’t love you back…”

“W-well…I guess…”

“You’re so stupid…I love you, too.”

“I…what?”

“I love you, Jinxx.”

I went silent. He loved me back. God I feel so stupid and guilty now.

I burst into tears.

“Jake I’m sorry, I’m so sorry!” I cried, grabbing his arms. “Please forgive me!”

“Jinxx…shh…” he said quietly.

I was beyond the point of calming down.

I pressed my face against his chest trying to smother myself.

He just held me, rubbing my back in an attempt to calm me down, although it would probably be a while before I did calm down.

~Ashley’s POV~

Andy was asleep right now. I was sitting in our music room messing around on whatever was in there, like the piano, basses, guitar. I think it was late now, like after 12. I’m not very sure.

I was standing staring out of the window, the view was nice.

“FUCK!” I screeched.

“Haha~ I scared you~” Andy giggled in my ear, tightening his grip on my waist.

“Oh my god you’re a dick…” I groaned.

“No, I’m not a dick, I have a dick.” He nuzzled my cheek.

“Wow well done smartass.” I muttered.

“I-“

“Shut it.” I cut him off before he could say anything.

“You’re no fun~” he whined.

I shrugged and leaned back into him. “Don’t drop me…” I mumbled.

“Oh I dunno…I might drop you.”

“You wouldn’t dare.”

I felt Andy’s arms let go of me all of a sudden and I fell backwards, landing on my ass. “You’re going to fucking get it!” I screeched, scrambling to my feet as I ran at him. But he was already taking off down the hall.

Andy screeched as I managed to grab his arm and tackle him to the ground, him on his back underneath me. I smirked and pinned him down.

“Having fun down there?”

“Maybe…” he mumbled.

I laughed and leaned down, kissing him deeply. He kissed back immediately, I let go of his arms and he wrapped them around my neck, pulling me down so my body was flush against his.

I shifted a little on top of him and felt something press against my thigh. So this is why he was up, of course. I mentally rolled my eyes. He just pulled me closer rolling his hips a little.

“Andy…nnghh…” I moaned quietly. “Don’t fuck with me…” I mumbled.

“I’m not fucking with you, I am going to fuck you though.” He murmured.

“In the hall? Classy…” I whispered, before nibbling on his bottom lip.

“Shush Ashley.” He commanded, rolling us over.

I squeaked quietly, gripping onto him as he kissed me harder.

No way of getting out of this. Not like I wanted to anyways.

He stood up, picking me up while still kissing me. I wrapped my legs around his waist, keeping my body against his as he carried us to the bedroom where all the ‘fun’ happens, If you get my drift. *wink wink*

He dropped me on the bed and climbed on top of me, pausing to pull my shirt off, his was already off, he was only wearing boxers anyways.

I tangled my fingers in his hair and pulled him down, forcing him to kiss me again, yeah he was the dominant one in the relationship when it came to this. Surprising I know, but it’s amazing so I don’t care.