I didnt think it was real

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My chest hurt really bad ........ and I don't know why ......... it started three weeks ago ...

"Hey Rose (My Oc's name)!!!!!" Molly called out. I smile and wave . Molly my best friend since year three and Ive had a crush on her for a while and I confessed to her and she didn't answer me. She doesn't talk to me anymore ,very rarely, and I'm so sad . Once I found out that she has already have a crush on a girl in her class my heart broke into even small pieces . I felt sick so I ran into the bathroom and threw up and since my mum wasn't home I didn't have to worry her. I looked down to see blood and........... Orange petals..........

'Holy shit it's real!!!!!' I shout to myself In my head .

I Rose Xander have the Hanahaki diseases

Yeah that was three weeks ago..... I haven't told anyone . No one would believe me anyway .......

One month passed and Molly surprised me by coming down to Tasmania. I was so happy.

And then mum had to go down the road one day and Molly was texting her crush . I felt sick again and rushed to the bathroom I jumped up startling Molly and threw up again. Molly rushed in to see what was wrong and asked if I was okay ..... " yeah Momo I'm fine" I lie and since Molly has known me for so long she barged into the bathroom and saw the blood she rushed over grabbing a towel to wipe the blood off then she saw the petals her blue almost grey eyes widened and she slowly looked up at me. " Rose what is this?" I didn't say anything " Is this the Hanahaki disease ?" I still didn't say anything. I heard a sniffle and I knew she was crying why didn't you tell me?" Molly asked her voice cracking , I looked at her "it's not a big deal" I reply but I start a coughing fit ,coughing up blood and ....petals.
"Please leave Molly...." I Plea "Who did this?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?" I looked into her beautiful eyes then smiled " Only a Queen" That moment she knew who it was and she bawled her eyes out .  My mother came in to see blood and flower petals around and rushed over to her baby. "Hunny what's wrong?!" I smiled at my mum and said" Mummy I have the Hanahaki disease ......." it was quiet then she got her phone out of her pocket.
(Time skip cause this author is to lazy)
My mum aloud me to go to school , Molly had the back up to NSW and I walked over to my friends "Hey guys!" I smile even though my heart hurts and it's hard to breathe. My really close friend Bianka a redhead hugged me really tight and I shouted "OWWWWW FUCKKK" ,luckily there were no teachers around . "Oh Rose sorry sorry sorry!!" I cough "it's okay "

In gym we had to practice for the athletic carnival and I started to cough and soon collapsed into the grass. My male friend Bradley rushes over to see if I was okay. I whimpered and turned my head I coughed up blood than the petals came.
Since me and Bradley watch/read a lot of anime  he knew what this was .
While the teachers called a ambulance and a crowd formed somewhere my friends rushed over. "What's happening to her?!???" Samara shouted .
"I have-*cough cough cough cough cough* the
Hanahaki disease " people stepped back. I rolled my eyes . "Hey Rose don't close your eyes okay!" The teacher said I could hear the ambulance and than the shouts of people calling them to put me in a stretcher. I looked around at my friends and smiled through the pain in my chest. My tears finally couldn't hold on any longer and they fell down me blood covered mouth .
(Time skip cause I can!)
I chest hurt really bad , I had a crush on molly and she liked someone else so i have to die knowing that on one cares about me.
My sister ,best friend Sarah I call her Sear Bear , Sear Bear Dan I'm hugging me as I lay in a hospital bed with my arms and chest hooked up to machines. ...........................................................












They started blaring ...........
I was still in a lot of pain .
I screamed , Sarah hugged me.
I cried more
I wish it was over.
Sarah mumbles something.
"What did you say sear bear?"
"I LIKE YOU ROSE!!!!!!"
My green yellow catlike eyes widened
"You what?"
"I like you Rose"
I blush but as embarrassment "I'm sorry Sarah I can't do it" she looked down .
"Why?"
"I can't ......my heart is slowing down and I want to go I can't do it any more. It hurts it hurts so much Sarah!!!!!!" I whine . And more tears pour down my cheeks .
"Rose please don't leave you amazing friend behind"
"Hey if you kill Tyrone than i can kill him when he gets up here to." I try to smile but my voice was cut of as she shushed me and held my hand as ...................................... ......................................


















My grip loosened and



























My heart stopped and the colourful world slowly turned fuzzy and than everything was black.



















































I woke up and I bright light was shining in my eyes " Fuck!" I mumbled and looked around I'm still in a hospital but I feel different.
Molly came in with a gold glass of water and she smiled sadly "hey what's wrong Momo"
"She likes a boy....." then I relived she was talking about her crush. " oh well -cough cough cough-  um are you okay?"
She nodded "well I go get a doctor..." she mumbled
(Time skip cause I'm gonna go eat)

"Rose why did you fall for me?"
"Well cause your kind the opposite of me , your able to talk to people well , your a natural leader and if any of your friends are sad you'll be right there to help
I'm sorry I'm rambling😅"
I looked over to Molly and she had tears in her eyes .

[End}

A/n
Hello sorry if it's short I haven't really got much inspiration for this but all I know is that if your don't like people who like the same gender than leave I don't need you In my life.

On another note I told molly that  I liked her over the phone since I moved to a different state and we arent able to talk . It feels like she's ignoring me so this is a little rant.
Thanks for reading!😊

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