A hidden Identity ( Sebastian x Reader )

Chapter 1 - The Beginning

"Its an ordinary day", you thought while drinking the tea made by your maids.. Its almost 5PM when you decided to go at your garden and spend some time. You are (y/n) (l/n).. One of the three children of Mr. and Mrs. (l/n). However, unlike your siblings, your parents kept you for years.. The last time you were able to get out of your manor was when you were just 4 years old.. As far as you remember, an incident happened when you were 4 that made your parents decide let others know that you are dead.. You grew up having a boring life as you thought.. Always hiding in your room when your parents and sisters had events and balls at your manor.. You still can't understand what happened why you can't enjoy your life but still, you respect your parent's decision about it.. The only thing that made you happy from all those years were your passion in dancing.. You thought that you will be okay with everything and you even thought that you might die not even having friends at all.. It made you sad that you can't enjoy your life like your sisters do and the fact that you can't go with your family when they travel and meet family friend.. but your kind heart always remind you that everything is okay 'cause you make your family happy.. You always remind yourself that you will hide yourself to the world just to make your family happy.. You thought you will never discover the outside world, never.. Until that unexpected day happen..

--time skip--

You wake up one morning hearing your older sister's voice.. screaming and shouting like crazy.. You get out of your room thinking that your younger sister did something again that made your older sister mad.. But when you reach your dining area, she's not just screaming and shouting.. she's crying...
"What happened? Is something wrong?", you asked while getting closer to your younger sister crying at one of your maid's lap..
"(y..y/n), they're gone.." your younger sister said..
"Huh?? Who?? Daddy and mommy? They usually had travels and will be gone for months but will come back.. Don't worry about it too much..",  you said while trying to calm and comfort your younger sister..
"You (y/n)!! It's all your fault!! They're gone!! And will not coming back!! And its all because of you!!!", your older sister screamed at you then you feel her hand slapped your face..
"Huh??? What happened??? And why are you blaming me??!! Why me??", you asked with frustation and your eyes started to cry without you noticing it...
"They died 'cause your such a curse on our family!! They should have let you died 20 years ago!!! You should have died that time!!!", your older sister said while pulling your hair until your down on your knees.. Since you cant understand what's happening and the fact that she's blaming you with what happened to your parents, you didn't even think to stop her on hurting you.. She was stopped by your younger sister hugging her from the back and the maids helping you to get up on the floor.. When your about to get up, you feel your knees weak and your vision blur.. then everything went black..

--time skip-- (cause of lazyness...haha)

You wake up on your room.. Your personal maid, (pm/n) , was sitting next to you.. She explained what happened on your parents.. Your eyes went big and you started to cry like river... Then you hear a knock from your door.. Your maid opened it for you.. You saw your younger sister holding a (f/c) notebook and an envelope with her.. she gave it to you.. You saw your name on the envelope and a black rose engraved on the notebook.. You tried first to open the notebook but you cant.. There's a black rose design on it seems to be the lock of it. You then decided to open the envelope and saw a letter.. A letter from your parents..

Dear (y/n),

If you are reading this one now, it only means that we're gone.. We are so sorry for keeping you hidden from the world.. We did this for our family, for you..

Please keep the notebook with you. Don't let other people have it. Even (o/s/n). This one belongs to you only. For now, you will not be able to open the notebook. It will open on the right time. On the right hands. It will happen on the time you're least expecting it.. When that time happen, keep close with that being. That being will be the only one who will be able to help you go through. That will help you understand how lucky you are.. By then, you must keep the notebook close to you, always...

You must find that being before your 25th birthday.. We're about to discuss this one to you and help you in finding that person but it seems you'll doing it now, alone.. But we know you will find that one .

We know you still can't understand what's been happening and why it happens.. You will know soon, our dearest (y/n)..

Always remember you are loved..
You are not cursed..
You are lucky..
You are one of a kind..
You are (y/n)...

Love,
Daddy and Mommy

After reading your parent's letter, the letters on it disappeared.. It seems that you are just the only one who should know what's on the notebook or so.. You suddenly saw your younger sister staring at you with teary eyes.. You ask her to come near you by reaching your hands out to her..

"(y/n), I also had a letter from mom and dad.. It seems that they're already expecting this to happen..", your sister said while hugging you..
"I think so.. But you don't need to worry.. Im still here for you.. I will not let anything bad happen to you..", you said as you smiled at her..
"Thank you.. And i'll do the same.. I will not let anyone hurt you as well.. Hhmmmm... Anyways, that notebook.. Mom told me not to let (o/s/n) know it.. Not even touch it.. And make sure you will be keeping it.. Im not sure why but she gave that to me right after dad gave the letters.. They said just open mine when something happens..", your sister while looking at the notebook..
"I think they really know what will happen.. After all, they're such good and genious people.." you told your sister while patting her head..

--time skip again.. (cause of lazyness..)

Few months had passed when your parents died.. Your older sister still didn't speak with you after the burial of your parents.. She's making sure that you're still hidden at the manor.. Worst thing,  you became a maid... at your own manor!! You already asked her many times to let you go out 'cause you know you need to look for the one who will be able to open the notebook for you.. But she declined it, repeatedly.. She's insisting that someone might know who are you and might kill them 'cause of you. You already told her you'll keep your identity but still, she insisted not too..

Your Name's POV...

"I really hate this.. How will I be able to find that one mom and dad told me on the letter if I can't get out of here..", I said to myself while turning round and round on my bed.. then I heard a knock on my door.. I saw my younger sister, (y/s/n)..

"(y/n)? Are you alright? It seems that there's something bothering you..", she asked me with concern..
"Ooh.... nothing my dear.. I'm just bored... Really bored... your so lucky you are able to get out of this manor... I just keep on hoping I can also do what you're doing..", I told her.. Though I lied about the notebook that's been bothering me.. What I told her were true.. Im really sick on this house...
"Do you want to go out? Do really want to be free?", a sudden question from her that made me shocked..
"Will you help me?", I asked not thinking about what will happen if (o/s/n) finds out Im not home..
"Yes I will.. But you will not going back sister (y/n)", she sadly said..
"Wh .. What?? Why??", I asked..
" 'cause when you return here, (o/s/n) might know that you go out and do what you need or want to do.. if that happens,you will never be able to get out of here.. forever.. So I will help you to leave here, for good... Much better for you to live on other place than here being maid on your own house..", she said with tears running down her eyes..
"I will return here.. When that day come, I will get you.. you will stay with me, okay?", I said..
Then I hugged my little lovely sister..

--time skip..

That same night, we decided to do our plan.. since (o/s/n) is out for some parties with her friends and will get home sooo late, we decided to do it..
I kissed my sister's cheek and hugged her so tightly.. I asked my personal maid (pm/n) to keep an eye on her.. And I promised her I will return when I'm done with what I need to do and will get her... I waived at her as I started to run over the woods..

"This is it!! I'm free!!!!", I screamed out on the woods that made some night birds fly while carrying my back pack where I put some clothes and ofcourse, the notebook..

"Where will I go?", I thought to myself. Scared and excited at the same time, I continue running on the woods until I reached the streets.

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And yes!! This is the first part..
hopefully you enjoyed reading it...