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『 your p.o.v 』

Memories are a fickle thing, aren't they? One second they're there and the next, they're gone. It's unsettling to think about.

Taking a sip from the small tea cup, I smiled some to myself as I leaned on the railing of my rooms balcony that overlooks the Sakamaki's large rose garden. My memories might not ever fully return and it's time I come to accept that. I won't regain everything because not everything needs to be regained. I don't need to remember everything that happened in the orphanage or at the church. The past is the past. But there are memories from a time even before then that I can't seem to unlock, ones pertaining to where I originally come from.

There has to be some way for me to get to the Demon World on my own if these vampires won't take me. The First Bloods that are still alive, the Tsukinami siblings, they can help me. They had to have known who my father was or at the very least have an idea of what happened to me. Maybe I was friends with them and just can't remember it right now. I'm not sure. All I do know is that I need to get to their castle and unlock my full potential.

"Do you have to go there?" Yui asked, her voice soft as a chilled gust of wind blows passed.

I nodded. "Once I go to that castle and speak with the Tsukinami's, I'm sure my memories will come back. Maybe I'll even learn how to use my powers, whatever they might be." I murmured. "For their sake, I must go."

"But Kino is still after you." My guardian angel then said. "He'll kill you if he manages to find you."

"And he'll kill me here if I stay with these vampires. The outcome is the same no matter what I do unless I figure out just what's going on here with both my memories and my body."

"I guess you're right, it's just, I don't want to see you get hurt."

Absentmindedly, I shrugged as I took another sip from my cup of tea. Reiji had brought this to my room earlier just as I was waking up, saying something about there being some medicine mixed in with the tea to help the aches and pains I've been experiencing since I died in that world Kino made a few nights ago at school. Since that night, I've been working through different plans in my head that will put an end to all of this needless fighting.

I mean, there has to be a way to kill Kino considering I highly doubt he'll just have a sudden change of heart and not continue to try and end mine and these vampires lives. The only other option is to kill him before he kills us. That's easier said than done, I know, but that's all I got. I have no weapons, no real powers, not enough memories to piece things together once and for all, so all I can confidently say is that we need to kill him as soon as possible to save us from the most amount of harm. It's not the best of plans but that's all I have.

I'm sure both the Mukami's and the Sakamaki's have come to the same conclusion by now and are just as stuck as I myself am. None of us are strong enough to take on Kino. Even together, from the sound of it, he'd still manage to best us. The fedora wearing vampire had brought up as well how one of the Tsukinami's is realistically the only one that could stand a fighting chance against Kino, but he's dying from some virus so there won't be much help coming from him any time soon.

A virus...

Turning on my heels, I walked back inside my room and carefully placed my tea cup down on my dresser before walking out into the hallway. As usual, the mansion is quiet, eerily so. I pay that no mind and continue walking. "Wasn't Reiji's room somewhere in this direction?" I asked.