Soul Eater X

Soul Eater X

 CH. 1

M: I’m dying inside….. Funny….. It’s not as painful as I imagined, it just makes me feel sad, and like I was never here. Is it true? Does no one care about me? If were to really die now, would anyone care? Or would life go on?

V: Well ask yourself…… do you expect their lives to stop just because you ended yours

M: I guess not

V: Then why do you want them to? Why are you so desperate for everyone’s approval that you’d be someone you’re not?

M: Because if I don’t then what’s the point in going on? If no one cares about me then what’s the point in making my presence known?

V: That’s something you’ll have to ask yourself

M: Okay………… to live

V: What do you mean?

M: That’s the point in going on…… it’s to live and laugh and love and enjoy life…… because it was given to you

V: Than do it…….. Live and help others to do the same

M: It’s not that easy…. Is it?

V: That depends, if you plan on working hard then it will be easy but if you do nothing then it will be very hard

M: What do you mean?

V: I mean that it is very hard to finish a race that you never started

M: I see. So if I was going to help people where would I start?

V: You’d have to leave this place first

M: And how exactly do I do that?

V: You tell me

M: Okay… I open my eyes….. That’s how I leave

V: …

M: Hello? Am I right? Is that how I leave?

V: Try it and see

“Whoa,” I said awkwardly as my eyes opened. “Do you plan on getting up in this century, or do I have to go to class without my partner?” Kota asked sarcastically peeking through the crack in my door. “And what was with all of that whispering you were doing? You kept sounding like you were talking to yourself.” he said as he slid his hoodie on. “Was I really whispering?” I asked trying to recall what I had dreamed about. “Yep I didn’t notice until I turned off the stove.”