No One Loved Me Like Her (Choni Fanfic)

How To Love

Chapter 9
1 Month Later
Toni's pov
I was in my trailer when Fangs, and Sweet Pea walked in. I was laying on my bed.

"Toni come on you've been in here for days. Let's go." Fangs stated.

"Fuck off!!" I yelled. "Don't you have someone else to annoy?" They walked over to my bed.

"Cheryl?" Sweet Pea asked. It was dark and I had my hoodie on so they couldn't see my face. I had a bruise from where she hit me. I didn't answer them. "Hey it's Mother's Day what are you doing to celebrate?"

I glared at him, "Slitting my wrists." My trailer was dark and the only light was the lamp next to the kitchen table.

"Toni are you hurting yourself?" Fangs asked.

"Like you guys fucking care. You only come to me when you want something or when I'm hurt." I stated. I brought my knees up to my chest. I started breathing heavily. I felt the tears coming down my face. They looked at me. "He was supposed be five today."

"Toni what are you talking about?" Fangs asked sitting next to me.

"My son Drake. He's dead because my bastard ex beat me." I replied. "He killed him. My only son is dead because of me."

5 Years Ago
Toni's pov
I was hanging out with my boyfriend Mike. We were at his place. He was cuddling me. I was nervous because he was drunk and he gets violent when he does drink. "Babe I got something to tell you." I stated.

"What's up?" He asked.

"I'm pregnant." I stated. He looked at me.

"You were with someone else weren't you?" He questioned glaring at me. "Tell me you whore?"

"No I wasn't!!!" I yelled at him.

"Yes you were you are fucking whore!!! You having to fucking strip for money!!! You probably fucked him!!! Was he fucking worth it?!?!" He screamed. I stood up and he punched me in the face. He started beating me and I laid there on the floor crying. He picked me up and put me in his car. Mike threw me out of his car and left me there on the street to die.

Present Day
Toni's pov
I was at school in the locker room changing. I felt everyone looking at me. I had gotten a lot of tattoos. They were all over my body. I put on my clothes and left for gym. The rest of the day went on uneventfully. I was in class when I got a flashback.

Flashback
Toni's pov
I was dancing on stage and the guys were screaming over me throwing money and kisses at me. I walked to the pole and climbed it all the way to the top then came down spinning on the way down. I ripped off my lingerie revealing an outfit that left me practically naked. Once I was done dancing I walked back stage to my dressing room. I heard a knock on the door. I opened the door and saw Milo. "What's up?" I asked.

"It's FP he wants you." Milo stated.

"Did you tell him I don't fuck for money?" I asked.

"He knows he insisted on seeing you." Milo stated.

"Let me him through." I replied. I was sitting in my recliner when he walked in. He closed the door behind him.

"Antoinette Topaz. Your are a vixen." He stated. I cringed at what he said and he saw my reaction. "Relax I'm not here to sleep with you. You got everything to be a serpent. More importantly a serpent queen. You in?"

I chuckled, "That depends are you my king?" I grabbed his dick.

He groaned and pushed my hand away, "I know who you are Toni. You don't have to worry about Mike. I took care of him."

"Why would you do that?" I asked.

"We take care of our own." FP stated.
End Of Flashback

Toni's pov
"Toni?" Cheryl said. I looked at her.

"What?" I asked.

"Can we talk?" She asked.