Feelings

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Chapter 18
Cheryl's pov
I drove home after my visit with Toni. That might have been the sex we ever had. But I didn't exactly go home first. I drove to the Southside to go talk Sweet Pea and Fangs. I love Jughead but personally there's just something about him that ticks me off. I saw Fangs and Sweet Pea hanging out together. But they were whispering. I smirked and listened to them talking.

"Dude it's okay your gay who cares." Fangs said.

"I care okay no one can know." Sweet Pea replied.

"Hey it's okay your not ready I understand. Just don't give up on me, on us." Fangs said holding his face and kissing him on the lips. Sweet Pea kissed back and smiled at Fangs.

"I miss Toni." Sweet Pea stated. I walked out of the shadows and they jumped. "Jesus Christ how long were you standing there?"

"For a minute or two." I replied.

"Just exactly how much of that did you hear?" He asked.

"Pretty much all of it. Hey it's okay Sweet Pea I used to beat myself up everyday for being gay. Trust me it will get better." I told him as he nodded.

"Well damn look at Cherrybomb tonight is it just me or she's glowing right?" Fangs asked making me smile.

"Yeah is glowing. Did Daddy Topaz dick you down?" Sweet Pea asked.

"Oh shut up!!!" I said. I couldn't help but laugh along with them. "In all seriousness though some guard hurt Toni the other day when we went to go dance for her. He kicked her in the ribs and now she has a huge bruise on her ribs. We need to make an example of him. I'm putting a hit out on him 5,000 for anyone who can make this idiot pay for what he did."

"Now your talking like a queen." Sweet Pea said.

"We know some serpents who are in there we will go there visit Toni and make sure the serpents carry out the order. We'll make sure he knows you name before they kill him." Fangs said.

"I knew I could trust you guys with this." I stated.

"We protect our own Cher. Speaking of how's my nephews?" Fangs asked kneeling so he talk to my stomach.

"They're good kicking like crazy." I said. Fangs stood up and looked at me.

"So how good was the sex with Toni honestly?" Fangs asked.

"A queen never exposes her king." I replied walking to my car.

1 Day Later
Toni's pov
I was hanging out in my cell when I heard Dixon screaming. I smirked leaving my cell following the sound of his screams. I saw Kasey and a few other girls beating him up. "Who told you to do this?" I asked.

Kasey showed me her serpent tattoo, "From the queen herself. Cheryl Blossom."

Dixon started begging, "No please don't. That crazy bitch is demented. She loved her brother like her boyfriend."

"Stop guys. He's right," I said. They stopped and I walked over to him helping him up.

"Why are you helping me?" Dixon asked.

I chuckled, "I'm not." I grabbed pulling him closer to me and stabbed him. "Talk about my wife again like that and I'll fucking finish the job." He nodded furiously, "Look at me. I own you now and your gonna do what I say right?"

"Yes." He replied.

"Good now come on girls." I said walking out.

Cheryl's pov
I got a call from a blocked number and I picked it up. "Hey." Toni said.

"Hi baby how are you over there?" I asked.

"I heard a rumor about you." Toni said. I felt my heart beating really fast.

"What rumor?" I asked already knowing the answer.

"That guard the one who kicked me, Dixon. He said you had feelings for Jason right before I stabbed him. The other serpents were there when I got there." Toni said. "So did you?"

"Toni." I said. "I was gonna tell you. But I didn't want to scare you away."

"I don't care Cheryl honestly cus Penelope probably raised you like Rose treated her." She said. "Just tell me that me, you, us you want this."

"Yes I love you Toni. Jason is dead and I have to let him go. When you came along you helped me with even you didn't even know it." I told her.

"I love you too baby. How's my babies?" Toni asked.

"They are good. Come back in one piece Toni please I need you. We need you." I replied. "Don't leave me like he did."

"Never." Toni said. "I gotta go."

"Bye." I said hanging up.

3 Years Ago
Cheryl's pov
I got back from work when Jason walked in my room. "Where the fuck have you been?" He asked.

"I was at work J.J." I said.

"Right stripping." Jason shot back.

"What the fuck has gotten into you?" I questioned him. "Every time I say I'm going to work or I come home from work you get all testy with me."

"Maybe because I don't want you stripping for old men who deserve you who only want to nut in you and leave you with HIV." Jason stated.

"I don't fuck them." I stated. "Jason why can't you see I don't want them? I want you."

"What?" He said.

"I want you Jason. Why do you think I chase all your girlfriends away?" I asked.

"Cheryl we can't." He stated. "Your my sister."

"Ugh don't you think I fucking know that. This is so wrong on so many levels." I said feeling sick.

"How long have you known?" Jason asked.

"Three months." I stated. "This is all Penelope's fault. She wants us together."

"Cheryl we'll get through this together." Jason replied.

"That's the fucking problem we are with each other too much. I don't trust myself around you." I said. "I'm sorry J.J. it's best if we just stay away from each other." He nodded looking hurt.

Present Day
Cheryl's pov
I was in school with my hoodie on and my stomach making it not fit the right way. I was sitting away from everyone. Sweet Pea and Fangs sat with me. "What's wrong Bombshell?" Fangs asked.

"Nothing guys okay." I stated. I felt like crying Jason is gone and so is Toni. I put my head down.

"Hey we aren't leaving until you tell us what's wrong." Sweet Pea said.

I looked at them, "Not here." We snuck out of class and we went under the bleachers.

"Tell us please Cheryl." Fangs said.

"Toni found out something about me that I really didn't want her to know." I told them.

"Okay?" Sweet Pea said.

"When you find out you guys will probably run screaming." I said looking down. "You guys know Jason my brother?" They nodded. "Well Penelope raised me to be his wife and I caught feelings for him way before Toni. But she found out from the guard that beat her before she stabbed him. Didn't even tell her but she find out from someone else." I started crying. "He's fucking dead. Toni is gone and I can't imagine what's going through her head right now."

"Hey slow down Cheryl." Fangs said hugging me.

"She's coming back." Sweet Pea stated. "We already got her for an appeal in court. She's coming home Cheryl." Fangs held me close to him as I cried into his shirt. He sat down with me along with Sweet Pea. Fangs wiped my tears away.

"Pretty girls don't cry okay?" Fangs stated making me laugh.

"We care about you Cher, we are gonna take care of you. Just relax okay?" Sweet Pea replied. I nodded and hang out with them. They are my brothers I swear they are.

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