Can't Go On

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I opened the door to see Prince standing there. We just awkwardly looked at eachother. I couldn't bring myself to say anything. Then he broke the silence.

Prince: c-can I come in?

I hesitated at first. Then I let him in. As I closed the door billions of thoughts ran thru my head. What was this gonna lead to? He say on the foot of my bed and I leaned against the wall and looked at him.

Me: yes?

Prince: well umm...I just thought maybe we could...talk.

Me: about?

Prince: about us...

I just gave him a look.

Me: what is there to talk about?

Prince: everything....I- (sighs)

He looked at the ground.

Prince: I might be crazy for asking this but....I was hoping you could find it in your heart to forgive me. For everything.

I paused. I slowly walked over and sat next to him, but didn't make eye contact.

Prince: I'm really sorry. I was stupid and foolish. I know what I did was terrible and I regret it all.

Me: Prince, I-

Prince: no let me finish. Ever since we stopped talking to eachother my life has been living hell. It kills me inside to see you look at me and pass right by. I miss waking up every morning with your smile being the first thing I see. I miss laughing together, and joking around together like kids. I miss holding you. I miss your kisses and your hugs. I dream about every night, then wake up disappointed that it's not real and I have to go in with reality. Everyday before I walk out of my room I put on a fake smile, trying to cover up the hurt.

I felt a my eyes starting to water.

Me: but...why were you fighting Diggy? What was that about?

He sighed.

Prince: he made me really upset. I been tryna hide the anger I had when I would see you two hugged up giggling and laughing cause it hurt to see another dude getting your love. And he was talking about inappropriate about you and I couldn't let that slide. I was making it clear to him that he had to treat you right. He shoved me and idk...I couldn't help myself.

I looked at him without looking away. I was debating weather or not I should forgive him for this....but I was also really glad he was finally coming to me. I sighed.

Prince: look Lexi, I just wanna fix this. I can't go on like this anymore. Believe me when I say this...no other girl in this world that means anything more to me than what you do. You're the only one...and I mean only one I love. I just need you back in my life.

A tear fell from my eye. He wiped it with his thumb as he grinned. I sniffed and grinned.

Me: Prince...I'm glad you came in here. (sniffs)

He looked at me.

Me: honestly, Diggy didn't mean anything to me. He was just a cover up. He covered up my pain. I figured if I had him then you wouldn't see how much I was hurting. No one can ever compare to you Princeton, and no one ever will. I need you.

More tears started falling and he pulled me close and began sobbing in his chest as he held me.

Prince: you have me.

He lifted me up and wiped my tears with his sleeve.

Prince: promise me one thing.

Me: (sniffs) yeah?

Prince: that I will always have your heart, and no one else.

I sniffed again and slightly smiled.

Me: I promise. And promise me I'll always have yours.

Prince: I promise.

We linked our pinkys and smiled. He hugged me really tight. I didn't wanna let him go. The rains cloud on my life finally disappeared and the sun came out. I just wanted to hold him forever. He pulled away and kissed me. We didn't pull away. I haven't felt this in so long. I deepened the kiss, and so did he, sliding his tounge in. I was on cloud 9. He pulled away and started to kiss my neck. The feel of his lips felt so good. He layed me on my back kept kissing my neck. His hand went under my shirt and he slid it off and...well you know what happens after that.

((Randi's POV))

Me and Roc are sitting in the counter in the kitchen giggling while feeding eachother M&Ms.

Roc:(drops one) crap.

Me: ha throw it away.

Roc: nope 5 second rule. Open up.

Me: ew no! Tryna get me sick.

Roc: ha fine.

He threw it in the trash.

Roc: he scores! And the crowd goes wild!

Me: (laughs) you're crazy.

Roc: only crazy for you (kisses me)

Me: aww (feeds him another M&M and kisses him)

Roc: you can do better than that...

I smiled and kept kissing him. He leaned in further and deepened the kiss. It got really intimate until the bag on M&Ms fell out his lap and went splattering all over the kitchen floor. We jumped.

Roc: aww man.

Me: hehe, looks like you were enjoying it.

Roc: ofcourse I was, not you gotta help me pick all these up...unless you want me to continue feeding you (smirks)

Me: you a fool (laughs)

I started helping him pick up the candy when we saw Prod storm past the kitchen and out the door. We both looked at eachother shocked and confused. I stood up and walked out the kitchen and saw Tonya down the hallway sitting outside her bedroom door crying...I ran over to her.

Me: Tonya?! What happened?

Tonya: (sobbing) he hates me

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 14, 2012 ⏰

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