This Crap Hole

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I watched the video like 100 times, analyzing every single detail. I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and hit send. After that, I began to do my happy dance. I was just so happy. I finally got to meet some of my man crushes. I had to go shopping first before I met them of course. The rest of the day I did extensive research on them, so the girls wouldn't think I'm not a fan. Which I am, but not like their number one fan.....yet.

That's when I heard the door to my bedroom open. Oh no I forgot Jason got home from work around this time and here I was dancing to "Six Figures" by Justin Roberts while he was at work worrying about my health.

"Leilani," he stated as he crossed his arms.

"Ummm I feel better, "I shrugged.

"Were you even sick in the first place?"

"I'm sorry Jason."

"I went to work worrying about you. I debated if I should even go. We need to pay bills Leilani."

"Oh no Jason, I can tell when you're mad. I'm so sorry it's just that I won this contest to meet The Dolan Twins."

"And that's why you missed work? Over some of the stupid boys that will never like you back?"

"Oh, you did not just go there, Jason. You know what I bet that girl you like doesn't even like you back because you're a crappy horrible person."

"I'm done. I'm leaving with Andrea. Pay all the bills yourself. I'm taking the car with me."

"Fine, it's not like I care anyway."

"Fine," he said as he shit the door.

After he left, I locked the door and began to cry silently. I just couldn't believe he left me. How was I going to pay the bills all by myself? I had a mediocre job and I didn't even live a nice house in a nice area or anything. I didn't understand why our bills were always so high. I think Jason heard me crying because he knocked on my door.

"What do you want Jason, "I asked.

"I'm sorry Dice, can I come in?"

"Whatever."

He came in and began to rub my back.

"I don't want your sympathy Jason,"I muttered.

"I'm not leaving Dice."

"What, "I ask as I turn around and my dark brown eyes meet his piercing blue eyes.

"Yeah, I can't leave my best friend since day one behind."

"I really need a hug, "I said as I began to cry once again.

"It's okay Dice. Let it all out."

"I'm sorry for what I said, it's just that what you said hurt me because it's true and it hurts."

"And I'm sorry for what I said, Dice. I don't want to lose you like this. Over some stupid argument."

"And I think Andrea likes you a lot. I haven't met her, but I know she likes you a lot. You are an amazing guy and it's kind of sad I'm going to lose you, "I revealed.

"You will ever lose me, Dice. If Andrea becomes my girlfriend we will still be the best of friends."

"What if she doesn't like me, "I asked as I broke from our long embrace.

"Well then she wasn't the one," he smiled.

"Awe Jason!"

"Well, I have to pay the phone bill, it's my month. I'll be in the living room if you need me."

"If you ask me it should be called the 'dead room' because everything in there is dead, Jason."

"Not our friendship," he said as he walked away.

He was just the sweetest. After he left my phone went off. It kept buzzing as a billion notifications went through again. I was suddenly gaining followers left and right on Twitter. I was honestly debating if I should put my phone on "do not disturb". I open it and see I went from having 10 followers to 300. And I was still gaining some. My tweets suddenly got so many retweets and likes. That's when I remember I had won that contest. I quickly click on The Dolan Twins' Twitter account and see that they posted my video and shouted me out. The caption said, "@IloveO2L is so adorable isn't she?!" My heart dropped. They just called me adorable. I go my dms and see they messaged me giving me their work phone and then asked me to text them ASAP. I quickly put in the number into my contacts.

"Hey, it's the girl who won the contest," I typed.

I turned off my phone not expecting a quick reply. As soon as I put my phone down on my nightstand, it goes off. I pick it up hoping it's them and to my surprise, it's my daily reminder to take my anxiety medicine. I had really bad anxiety, so I had to take medicine to control it. Since I didn't make a lot of money my medicine was discounted. I was so lucky to be around such generous people. I walk through my hallway, who's old grandma type wallpaper is already coming off. I reach up my hand to open the medicine cabinet when Jason decides to open his mouth.

"Woah, Dice that's porn," he comments.

"What, "I asked as I gave him a confused look.

"You lifted your arm and I saw your stomach. I'm going to report you for nudity."

"Jason I don't care. Want to see real nudity?"

"Not from you...."

"I'll show you."

"Di..."

I was so annoyed I didn't even think. I just did. I took off my shirt and I was now in my old used up Victoria's Secret bra. Jason had his eyes covered.

"Are you gonna put your shirt back on," he asked.

"No. I told you I was going to show you, so deal with it."

"I'll be in my room," he said as he walked away with his eyes covered.

He was so respectful towards me and I admired that. Most guys would've asked me to take off my bra or stare at me. Jason wasn't one of those guys. I drank my pills and went back to my room. I notice I have 6 messages from the boys.

"Hey. It's Grayson speaking at the moment," one of them read.

"What's your name," the other asked.

"What's up it's Ethan, "the other clarified.

"Send us a pic of you," one asked.

"Sorry don't, that was stupid Ethan," the other stated.

"Please text us back ASAP," the last one read.

I was smiling so hard when reading those messages. They were just so adorable. I was so happy I'd get to meet both of them soon. This all just felt like a dream. 

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