I hope this never ends... (Dorl)

Am I gay?

Corl's POV

3 days later

When I woke up, It was 11 AM. I could hear Kealie blaring music from downstairs. I just laid in my bed, covered my ears, and stared at the ceiling.

12 minutes later

I heard the terrible music stopped so I went downstairs. I notice only Kealie is home. "Uh, hey.." I say. "Yea, what you want." She says, sassily. "Well uh where's mom?" I ask. "She went to the store to get something." I didn't answer. I sat down at the kitchen table. Thinking. "SHOOT! School starts tomorrow!" I ran upstairs and thought of what I was gonna wear and who I was going with. I text Sub.

Me: Hi. Dude, tomorrow is da first day of school! I mean like i'm nervous but I shouldn't be. Its weird... But, the new school they built is really close by and I don't think a bus comes to where we live. Can we just walk up tomorrow?

Sub: Yea but, don't you think you might be overreacting? You've done this for 11 years and 9 of the years we've been going together.

Me: FINE

I put my phone down and searched my closet. I knew exactly what to wear.

The next day....

I wake up and feel really lightheaded for some reason. I checked my phone and saw that sub had texted me about 23 minutes ago.

"OMG" He thought. "It's my first day

Sub: Hey, you excited..?

Sub: Dude, are you actually still sleeping?

Me: Shoot!

Sub: Well, I got my proof you woke up late. Now get ready! You might think your up early, but our bus IS coming in 30- mins so I suggest you get out of bed now.

Me: Yeah, yea.. Also, It's not my fault! I think it's kinda unfair you always blame everything on me when I always take the blame for you. My alarm didn't go off, nit wit. Stop assuming. You've learned to live up to your own lies and believe that i'm the bad one.

Sub: Dude, its been 6 minutes. Just get out of bed already nerd. And you know I always ignore long messages

I find myself getting out of bed only to fall back onto it. All I had to do was get dressed, put shoes on, and grab my new, black leather backpack. Not too hard. I just lie in bed for 9 minutes, knowing none of that would take long.

As I sluggishly get up, I move fast. All my sleepiness vanishing. I open my closet and the first thing I can see, is a pastel pink sweater and light skinny jeans. I hop into my chosen outfit only to look in the mirror and adore it. I have my dark side, but I like when people see me all bubbly and happy for the first time at least. I'm used to just wearing grey tees and black athletic shorts, not worried about my appearance. Today was different. I felt shy. People that know my well know when I'm trying too hard. This was one of those times although I didn't bother putting any effort into my hair.

I walk downstairs and see nobody. I'm honestly relived. I pull my black Vans high tops on and send a message to Sub.

Me: I'm ready.

Sub: Let me guess, you just got out of bed and you rushed?

Me: Shut up! That's not important!

Sub: Okay, walking to your house to pick you up.

Me: You taking the bus?

Sub: Yea..?

ME: Then i'm not going..

Sub: And why not..?

Me: I wanna walk

Sub: Then I'm coming.

I open my front door to see Sub approaching me.

I step outside and run up to Sub so we can walk to school together.

"Hey man." Sub says, elbowing me.

"Hey! Why did you do that?"

"To get you to say hey back." Sub smirks.

There's about a minute of silence between us.

"Do you uh.. know where Alex is..?" I ask innocently.

"At the bus stop."

I don't answer. Instead we just continue to walk to the new school. We're only 1 1/2 minutes away.

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Author's POV

Corl sits down at a desk in the back of the classroom. "Chemistry." He whispers to himself so quietly that nobody else can hear. That's his first class.

"The chemical name for water is dihydrogen monoxide." The new teacher says, emotionless.

*RING RING RING*

Corl's POV

The bell goes off, signaling first period was over. I go off into the hallway and see Sub talking to some boy that I've never seen before. I walk over to talk to Sub and hopefully introduce myself so I can potentially make a new friend. I squeeze through a few people before-

He is so cute...

"H-Hi Sub." I say, trying to avoid looking at the adorable stranger.

"Oh, hey Corl! This is Denis, hes's new here. Denis, this is Brade-"

"I uh- I go by Corl.. Well uh, hi Denis" I say, trying not to blush.

"He's a bit shy.." Sub whispers to Denis.

"Hey Corl!" Denis says with a huge smile on his face. He's always pleased to make new friends.

"Well, I gotta go now because I have to walk up all those stairs to get to my next class and next period starts soon. Have fun!" Sub mocks.

"Um, hi.."

I'm so confused. How could I think a GUY is attractive? I think I like him... His voice. His looks. His everything. I don't know his personality too well yet. I've never liked anyone before beside some stupid girls in Elementary School. I've never looked at any boy like that. I feel like it was meant to be though. Wait, does this mean- IM GAY?!?!?!

"Hello.. Hellllloooooo!" Denis says, concerned.

"Oh- yeah, hi- uh- h-hi."

"You okay?"

"Yeah, yeah, fine"

I give him a fake smile. All I can think about is my lips on his. I want him. I am so tempted to shove him to a wall and start making out with him. What do I have to lose?

*RING RING RING*

"Well, I'll uh- see ya later.." Denis says with his oh so cute smile.

"Yea, later"

Denis' POV

I start walking away, heading to economics but all I can think about is that Braden kid. I feel bad for him. I think I was making him stressed or confused. I wish I could help. I don't really like him though. I'm gay and single but shes not my type. I like bad boys. Although, I wouldn't mind an innocent guy for a change.