Love and Hate

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The sunlight shines through my window as I fluttered my eyes open. Though it was only six o'clock in the morning to me that was too early. Today I had a job interview and I was not nervous at all. I done interviews a few times but I turned the jobs down because there is always something that is wrong with the staff or boss. But today I decided that I'm gonna stick to this job beause something felt right about it. I hopped out of bed and put on my fluffly blue slippers.

I walk to the bathroom and look in the mirror. I didn't look half as bad as I did when I was dating Chris. Me and him went through a breakup that lead me in depression and since then I kept my gaurd on. I trust no one except for my bestfriend Tanayrie. She also knew what to do to keep me happy. We were friends since the fourth grade. Were so different yet we get along like sisters.

Snapping myself out of my thoughts I grab my toothbrush and put toothpaste on it. I turned on the sink and brushed. When I was done I made my way to my wardrobe trying to figure out what to wear. My style changed all the time but today it was girly and scene. All girls at school loved my style. They say that I'm fashionable which is the best compliment you can give to a girl like me.

I then grabbed a white graphic crop top and black high waisted skirt. I decided on wearing it with some white wedges which I grabbed out my wardrobe. I was abot to go the the bathroom when suddenly my phone rang. When I looked at my screen my eyes widen at who I saw it was Chris.

Why was he calling? At this time? Is he hurt? Does he want to break my heart again?. All of these questions ran through my mind then the memories started to come back. Me remembering the colonge that he used to wear when we were together. How I lost my virginity to him. How he cheated on me. That last memory shooked me up as I snapped out of my thoughts. I hesitated at first but then I slided my fingers to the green side of the phone. I pulled the phone to my ears. I sat down on the egde of the bed waiting for him to say something but when he didn't I hung up. Realizing what I just did but I have no time for games in my life.

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