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Asian red pill

i mean its something I have to talk to changing well platforms from basically, private to public, I will not share everything becaseu even as a human that is genuenley not the right thing to do. 

well if you are here thank you for coming by my platform, to see what I have to say,

the thing I am listening to is about Asian parents, and I know that really I know that well the aisan parents, I know that putting preshure on children does not only aply to aisan students of aisan parents.

what ever I am here and I am on  gerny to become I guess more literate, I know that well I will be getting in to languages, that is the path I am on at the mont or if not that parts of it show that kind of erality for me, 

coming into a relationship id otn know

back to the baginging, so I am really changing my platform from private to public this how it think, this is how I respond to different sutations, 

I am an aries so being literate is complicated for me, and talking I don't think is my main type of commucication, communication gentualy is an aries thing,

and acting, genuinely, their are differtn things I am trying and I know I turst that things will work out in my favior, I know this, 

listenting to this asisan parents thing is throughing me off kileter in thinking,

he was a teenager in shange high, so he knows Chinese in America, I mean he knows chinse, but lives in America, but learning Chinese can be really usful in the states at this point in time, to eather teach it, or be a translation of any kind, eather speaking or in documents.

 my first writing might be long , I have like I always do have to get a lot of my chesed, as I grow life becomings better.

what ever I know that I am learning Chinese why I cant say, but it is for school, I don't know how serious I  need to take it, to generally get my life back into track, that's why I need it not to learn it but to us thses lessons to get my life back on track.

I am also learning French or aking a French class, and a welding class, the weldig class could get me some money, what my uncle said, my older brother is the last generation of the working class,  I want to be part of the working class I know that that is important, I know that is important, it is important because I am genualy a boy, a male so its important that when I am like this that I so what the other males are running frum, work creating and building a life, and becoming something of pride and working hard.

I know that this is important, 

my ethinic background I know that I am a mut of two rases, 

and well each side is different, 

I don't know, were do I stop, were do we learn,

its ok its fine, I must get back to my studies,  tomarow I have Chinese and welding also I have, digital media, which I think I am quite good at, 

things take years,  to learn,

as I write I am learning or listeting to Zack Hing a youtuber, I don't know it interesting,

the red pill journey, I would need for someone who is good at this to acutaly catorgorze well the writings, I thing really this is something that I will look into, because I will write and well their will be some one to really give what I have a title, something creative and acuratly defining.

seack out truth, what is he talking about what is the red pill can someone explain, what happened whe he was 16, I had tramma at 10, he did at 16 still young and stupide.

I guess we are similar in that way,

when someone dies in his case, you realize that this is how the world works, that's what shook his world, I was abused as a child, so its kind of different, because of this he was able to accept the cold hard facts. 

I know that really I will basically put facts over emotions, that's definatly from trama.

heres the video

I still don't understand well this red pill thing but I think I am coming to some understanding,

he had to exept the reality that people are going to die, like myself I realize that he got into the enterbrenuer thing like I did also.

taking the red pill does seem more conservative,

all about facts, not much fealings, 

he talks about values don't compremize your values, that is something I can really agree with,

marrage, I don't know, marrage is a 50 50 for men, people sometimes need a home, some men need a purpose, I don't know, I know what he is talking about relationships, I think you can find your perfect match, realisticly. 

This strong independent movement, for woman, its this idea being pushed that realisticly you can have it all, but no man no woman, that can have it all, so woman, should not be made to belive this, they can have somekind, of life with family and a sepreate strong job, this role has to be split into two sections one for men one for woman, and in each realationship it depends on w which one you take.

same I have learned from this kind of stuff, I am learning how to navigate through life also, and I don't know.