Ch.11

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~GoodBye~

Chorong's Pov

It's been days since I had that talk with Suho.
I haven't seen or heard from him since then, and somehow I'm relieved.  Right now I'm tired of fighting. He won't stop making me choose between him and Changsub.
I've been thinking, is he really jealous of Changsub?

Who do I choose?
My best friend or my boyfriend?

We had rehearsals for our concert. We were learning our choreo and I was so out of it.

Bomi : Eonni? Eonni?
Chorong: oh yeah, you said something?
Bomi : what's wrong?
Chorong : am I being too obvious?
Eunji: oh yeah, you haven't scolded any of us yet.
Hayoung : emphasize on the yet.

I called for a break because I'm so done, I'm tired and I don't know what to do.
Bomi sits beside me and asks

Bomi: ok now answer my question.
Chorong: what? Huh?
Bomi: what's wrong?
Chorong:...
Bomi : is it Suho-shi or Changsub-Oppa?
I nod my head in response.
Bomi: Which one?! I said the two of them,
Chorong: both of them..
He's making me choose between Changsub and him. What do I do?
Bomi: Eonni, you're our leader. You've always picked what's right for all of us, now do it for yourself. No matter what I'll be here to support you.

I'm grateful to have Bomi and I couldn't help but hug her.
After taking to her, I was ready to practice again. Then we ended practice and we went back to the dorm.

It was 11pm when we got there. I laid on my bed still thinking.
I closed my eyes and I thought about Changsub and then Suho.
My heart was beating hard. All I could hear was my heart beating.

Who was it beating for?

Then my phone rang, I let it rang as I was scared of who it might be.
I finally answered.

"Chorong?" He said
"....." I stayed quiet

"Yah,say something!" He demanded
"Changsub-ah , what is it?" I said weakly
"Are you busy? Can we meet, I need someone to talk to" he answered

My closed my eyes one more time hoping an answer would pop up. My heart beating faster than ever. I need to make a choice now.

"...."
" are you still here?" He asked

"Changsub, I- I- can't anymore. Goodbye" I whispered

My heart sank and a warm tear fell on my cheek as I ended the call.

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