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Hi my Name is Tahlea i live in florida i'm 16 i'm very depressed and i have anxiety but i watch the dolan twins if you don't know who the dolan twins are they are the best and the most kindest teenagers and ofc there youtubers they live in LA i always wanted to go over there to meet them but i'm way to far from them ..i don't go to school and i'm not homeschool i've just been home for 4 years and haven't been in school its not that i dont want to go its that my mom has been working really hard on getting me and my 7 sibing there my dad never helped my mom out and he just left 8 months ago thats also when i first started being depressed and having anxiety ataches anyways i have 3 brothers and 4 sisters my dad has 4 other dumb kids i never called them my sibling because i hate them so much and my dad as well..when me and my siblings lived with him we always git blamed for everything his kids did so we would get in trouble my little brother always got hit and when my dad worked we had to be in the basement all day with only crackers and water thats all we had and when he came home we would get out and go to our room tbh i think he did that because of his girlfriend cause she always talked shit about us and that we did something when we didn't and when we were in the basement we would be there trying to not be bored so we would dance till he got home i like to call him by his name thats how much i hate him ....anyways about the depression it all happend when my dad left he was always gone but he still came to say hi or to come and take us somewhere for our birthday when he left i still hated him but i hated him more when he didn't even come for my sisters birthday he didn't come for mines eather but i didn't care i talk a lot of shit about him like he's a stranger or something i'm depressed to the point were i harm myself my mom never knew i did this i've been doing it for probs 6 months and one day i just really wanted to get everything of my head so i told everything to my mom everything i felt even that i harm myself we both we're crying so much she told me to promise her i would never do it again and i promised her then i promised my all my siblings but a week later i started again i tried so hard not but i always had the urge to and i just couldn't handle the urge so i did it and it felt so right but after i felt horable but i couldn't stop so i kept going every 2 days i told my mom when i did it sometimes but i dont tell her as much
{Never harm yourself please }

{IM not really 16 and i dont live in florida i'm 14}

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