The Day Before Infinity (Larry Stylinson Fanfiction)

Part 2

My web camera is turned on. Everybody can see me now.

"Hey guys! Here I am, Harry Styles myself. I saw many tweets – you, guys, were asking me why I ignore all interviews and don't want to show myself in the public. Well, today I will explain you everything. And nobody is gonna stop me. So, let's start!

As you all know, the most adorable and sweetest person in the world, one of the five of One Direction, Louis Tomlinson committed suicide last week. He jumped off the window of his hotel room in Milan where we stayed during our world tour. Now the whole world is wondering why he did it. Well, I do know. I know whose fault it is. The one who is to blame is the..."

One. Two. Three. Harry, are you sure?

"Is the Modest! management. Yes, you heard me right. After that twitcam, you, Modest, can do whatever you want with me. But people must hear the truth. I'm going to tell the world our story."

Harry, breathe. Millions of people are already watching you. But it's gonna be alright.

"The best part of my childhood was the part when my mum read me fairy tales. She used to take one very big book and slowly read until I fell asleep. Every fairy tale in that book was about a prince and his princess. There weren't any stories about a prince and a prince, or a princess and a princess. Prince and princess – it was clear like the statement that Earth is going around. I went to school and I was watching girls and believed that there were some girls that I liked and that someday I will find my princess. I used to think that, but I changed my mind for ever when I went on the X-Factor auditions. There, after I sang a song in front of the judges, I went to the toilet. Maybe it sounds very stupid, but there I met Louis for the first time and the same moment I realized that I never liked any girl like I liked Louis. He was very kind and funny, and I almost died every time when he smiled. What's wrong me? – I asked myself. Why I like this boy when I should find my princess? – I didn't know how to answer. I wished the judges took him on the X-factor, but not me, so I can lie on my coach at home and watch that perfect guy on the TV. But I was more lucky than one man could ever be. Simon Cowell put me and Louis and three other great boys together in one band. I decided to call it "One Direction" and other boys accepted this name. There began the story of One Direction and the story of my love."

My mobile phone rings. Oh dear, this is call from one of the managers. Harry, are you afraid? Never. I should ignore the call and keep talking.

"Louis and I became best friends soon. We even moved and started to live together. I fell in love so strongly and one day I decided to say him about my feelings. I was very afraid. What if he is homophobic? What if he will laugh at me? It was frightening for me. But I thought it is better to say him about my love. Aaaah... Let me remember that. I cooked a meal for us and Louis came into the kitchen.

-          What are you doing, Hazza? – asked me Louis, he used to call me Hazza... Yeah... Last year before his death he only called me Harold. Strictly officially.

-          I cook if you can see, Boo Bear. – I answered. I used to call him Boo Bear. Oh, he will be my Boo Bear forever.

-          I see and smell it is my favorite fried chicken.

-          Yeaaah.

-          You are amazing, Hazz. You make my every wish come true.

-          Hahahaha, Boo. It's just a chicken.

-          But you are still amazing, Hazz. You are friend who everyone wants to have.

There I decided to tell about my love. It was hard. As much hard as it is hard for me now to tell to the world about our secret.

-          Uhm... About friends... Louis, you know...

-          What?

I suddenly forgot the words, I'm serious.

-          Uh.. Oh.. Hm... Boo Bear?

-          Yes?

-          Promise me to not hate me after this.

-          I promise, Hazza.

-          Hundred percent sure?

-          Yes.

-          Million percent sure?

-          Yes.

-          Billion percent sure?

-          Infinity percent sure, Hazz."

Oh that infinity again... Just keep telling the story.

"- So, Boo Bear, you can think what you want about me, but I... I... I love you.

He looked at me and he was silent for a while. That some seconds of silence were equal to an infinity."

Infinity again.

"Then he hugged me and whispered:

-          That's what I always wanted to tell you, but I was always afraid.

-          Boo Bear, do you love me too?

-          Of course, I do, darling.

Then we kissed for the first time. It was very exciting. His lips had a taste of menthol chewing gum. That was the thing that has never changed. Well, I have to tell you that the chicken was burned, but we really didn't care. Haha. After our first kiss, there were so many other "first"s: first date, first time to hold our hands in public, first time to take the bath together, first sex... Oh, that was something I will never forget. It happened after our first twitcam."

Our twitcam... Now I do twitcam and I'm all alone. No more Boo Bear.

"Yeah, it happened after our first twitcam. It was very disturbing, but I liked it. I think I was very bad in the bed, but Louis told me that I was great. Ha. Enough of that, we need to go back to our story. One day Boo Bear said we that we had to say to boys that we are gays. I said to Louis that it would be better if he tells that to the boys, because he was older. It was a great argument. Whenever I wanted something from Louis, I used to tell him – you are older, and he didn't have argument against mine. So Louis, Liam, Zayn, Niall and I went out and Louis said them that we were dating. Their faces were undescribable, they forgot how to breathe, haha. They needed a few days to accept that fact, but after that they said to us that they were good with that and they were honestly happy for us and that we didn't have to be ashamed of our orientation. So we never weren't. Until..."