Tear me down and break me , shatter my heart in peices, berade me in insults and tell everyone my secrets , tie me to a chair and push me into water , cut open my head and watch my brains ooze out , I won't care , lead me on and make me believe a beautiful being like you can love a monster like me , that's fine , I'll stay here sitting in my throne of heart ache ,I'll watch as he hurts and corrupts you , I'll wipe away your tears , I cant control you even though you can control me like a puppet on strings , am I that horrible that you would choose a monster over me ? But it's ok , I'll hide away my feelings in a box and throw it into a river because if you're happy I am, because I'm that deep into your smile , your laugh , that I'll watch you love another while he hurts you , even if it kills me to see it
