love My Owner

Dreaming of Gorgeous

A\N I give a shootout for vamp_storyx for the chapters cover. If any of you would like to make one for me send it to me on my email. Akimber2005@gmail.com.
sorry guys for the wait....
Thinking of something to say...
I hope you like this chapter.
WARNING: this introduces attempts of suicide please don't take them seriously
Xxx
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I closed my eyes. Thinking the day through. Why did he choose me? Why is his sister so pretty? And did I feel jealous of her from before? I didn't even know why.

If that was love. Did I fall for her or did I fall for him. His face popped up in my head. Gorgeous. Is that wrong, to like your master. I got told a story a few weeks ago that a young woman fell in love with a vampire and they got married. They made love and was on the way of having children. Sadly she became very ill and died while giving birth. The child died inside of her and the vampire committed suicide because he wanted to be with his family.

Maybe I should understand myself and my feelings before I jumped to conclusions.

He started walking over to me. His face glistening in the sun. His eyes looking at mine. He held my gaze with his thin smile. We were standing in a hallway him less than a mile away from me. He fastened his walk. His face became serious as he ran up to me and held me in the air. He pushed us both up against the wall and this time I let him kiss me. His lips meeting mine and his hands I left untamed and let them roam free around my body. He stopped kissing me and grabbed my hand letting me down off the wall. In front of us was a humongous wolf with saliva running out it's mouth. Will stepped in front of me and snarled grabbing the wolf by the neck and snapping it. I didn't know how to feel. For a long time I have admired wolves for their gracefulness and kindness towards humans, even in their human form they were kind and gentle helping out the children on the streets by giving them the food they need. Will had saved my life from some one who saved them. I was too confused.

"Ow!" I shouted by accident. I felt my head suddenly go warm. I put my hand on the place it stung most and looked at my now red fingers. I must have banged my head off the nightstand pretty hard. Two loud banged came from the door and Will rushed into the room. "Shit. Are you okey ?" He looked concerned. I felt him grab my arm and pull me into the main room that held a chair and his large bed.

My eyes became sore and I felt wet droplets on my face. I was crying. I tried to say I'm fine but the words wouldn't leave my mouth. I held my hands close to my face so I could see them through the tears. Suddenly my wrists started stinging.

Last year I had tried to end my life because I was sick of being someone I didn't want to be. I had gotten really ill at that point when I started trying to end my life. I remember throwing up all of the time and always not wanting to eat anything during once a day meal time.

I remember finding a sharp peace of metal in my cage that had broken off one of the walls behind me. I remember being so happy that I found it and straight away started digging it into my skin.

They were going to get my blood one way or another. Either they killed me or I did it myself.

I could feel my hand beginning to feel cold. I opened my somehow closed eyes ,I must have passed out, and looked down at his hand in mine.

I pulled it out forcefully and tried sitting up. A sharp pain came into my back and I fell back down. It took me a moment to realize I was in a bed. His bed he was sitting on the floor with his legs crossed.

"Hey. I think I'll have to get you a toddler bed so you don't fall out again." He spoke softly while placing something next to me that he pulled off his night stand.

"You missed breakfast so I got you some food you might like" "what time is it?" Shoot he didn't say I could talk. Well first rule broken. "Its 5pm" how long was I passed out for, it felt like only minuits but yet again it was hours. "Listen I need to go and do my job. You can stay in the place you are or find out what clothes you have I'll be back later" and with that he left me alone in his bed with a bunch of unrecognisable food next to me.