Chapter 45

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Kelsey's POV

I was kind of nervous on this huge ship "by myself". I walked to the front deck to talk to Mr.Clarkson. This was a guy i had been seeing for a while. He was about 6'5,darkskin, and muscular. "Hey, fool" i said. "Mhmm" he said. "What's wrong with you" i said. "Nothing baby" he said. "Im not dumb" i said. "I know that" he said. If your wondering his name is Jordan Clarkson. Me and Isaiah we never official. He kept saying he wasnt ready. And he said he couldn't be with me because he wanted to settle down and leave the coast guard but i wanted to persue my dream. So we ended it. I had met Jordan at a bar. He was a classy guy but liked to party. He asked me out and we have been talking ever since. I never told my friends except Amanda. I told her to not tell a single soul. She promised she wouldn't. And i knew she wouldn't. Jordan agreed that we where going to move to Las Vegas. If you didnt know we lived in California. I was going to fly Amanda out when we get settled. And i was happy for her and Ryan about their baby. When she gets here i know she gone look like her mama. I had walked to the bar and grabbed a beer. I didnt hear him but Jordan walked behind me and put his arms around my waist. He then put his lips on my neck. "Put that down"he said in a soft demanding voice. "Why would i do that" i asked. "Its not good for you bae and plus what if we have kids one day i dont think thats a good example" he said. "Your right but its going to take time"i said. "As long as it happens. Ill be here every step of the way" he said. "You wont" i said. "Why not" he said turning me around. "Because you dont want to be with somebody that has a risky job and isn't around much" i said. "Listen i dont care about that. I want you to for fill your dreams. And i dont care how long your away. Yes, I'll miss you, yes I'll be sad. But my love will never die." He said trying to reassure me. I know you cant judge all guys for one but i was just scared. I didnt want my heart broken---again. And i didnt want my future kids to be without a father. There are few "real" men in this world today. I was just hoping he was one. The silence was broken by Amanda calling my phone. "Hey where are you" i heard a voice say but it wasnt Amanda's. "Im sorry who is this" i said. "Its Blue, i mean you cant answer your phone and you won't tell me where you are. You packed all your stuff and--" she said. I cut her off to save her some time. "Listen im fine im actually moving in with someone."i said. It wasnt a whole lie. Right?

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