Ten Year Gap (DISCONTINUED)

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I don't know anything about love, i have a young heart, never got into relationships.

but he showed me and made me feel how it's like for someone to actually love you whole heartedly.

he made me feel safe and loved

and as for me...

i don't even know how it feels to love someone who's not your relatives or friends.

i never knew that my dream would come true.

i just dream of those scenarios where your idol will walk with you hand in hand, whispering how much he loves you, and would sometimes take you to other places that would definitely be stuck in your mind and heart.

but i never thought it will come true....

i was just a young dreamer, a young fan who admires her idol.

a girl with simple dreams and ambitions

someone with a simple life with loving friends and family.

and someone made an addition to those who loves me.

i was too young to take the word ' i love you ' seriously.

but when he says it... he says it with all his heart and poured his soul just to say those 3 words to me not even backing up.

of course many conflicts came up...

a lot of fans started becoming more and more suspicious of his actions

the staffs also noticed of him being awfully busy with his phone

he sometimes can't focus on their dance practices and he will sometimes get scolded

i know this would happen so i chose the best option...

"please let me go"

4 words...

4 words that made him shatter.

it was the best option for the both of us.

i don't want him to lose his career for me who can't even say if i love him truly or just admire him.

it was hard but i was too young for all these stuff.

i didn't know i would be shattered as well, but seeing him be successful and loved...

is the thing i want the most.

he was 23 and i was 13 when our paths crossed

he was my idol, i was his fan

i admired him, he... loved me

but does age doesn't really matter?

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yooshhhhh i have a new story!!!!

my mind is gonna be soooooo mixed up with all the ideas

but it's still worth it

this was my very first idea on my first book

but this one will be just short

at least 20 chapters or less :(

but i will try to make it as long as i can so i can update in my other stories

love y'all!!!!!!!!