The Right Way Around: Book One

Chapter Eight

A/N: First thing's first, sorry this is a few hours late. My internet decided to be an asshole.

Guys...we're on chapter eight. Can you believe that? I have literally been posting a chapter a day. That means this is day EIGHT people. I'm honestly so fucking proud of myself. T-T I feel so accomplished. It really eases all the tension from the novel I have been working on for actual publication. I've been stuck on that fucking thing for MONTHS, and it's only 6 pages in. Yet I can puke out 8-15 page chapters for this fanfic EVERY SINGLE DAY. x-x I think I've been putting WAY too much pressure on myself for my original work. Trying to make it perfect and follow a set plan. While with Naruto, I'm literally letting the story write itself. I usually have no idea what's going to happen until I'm writing it. LOL

Anyways! This chapter has some big reveals. There's also a nice fat chunk of mindspace talking, so...I hope it's not too disorienting or hard to read. You'll know what I mean when you see it. o.o

Erm, lots of drama. A LITTLE bit of action. More plot development I think. Probably gonna start speeding things up a bit? Kinda worried you guys might be getting bored with the pace? I'm a slow burn writer, I love slow burns. Give me tension in all forms! x-x If you guys like the pace, let me know. If you a little speeding up sounds nice, again lemme know.

Mkay! Enough of my ridiculous ramb-... OH! I forgot I was gonna talk about some serious shit. Uhm... So I thought I would explain the rookie 9 sexuality that's happening. At first, because I'm a grown ass adult, I thought it was too soon and kinda extremely wrong for any of them to be even REMOTELY sexual. But I sat back and thought about my middle school years. And I realized something, from 11 to about 15 was just....insanity. TRIGGER WARNING: sexual assault, sexual harassment, etc.

I can remember this one time, I and a huge group of classmates were hanging out at this one guys' place, we're all in middle school, I think it was the summer between 7th and 8th. So we're all 12/13 years old. And I was sitting next to this really cute guy who I was praying to any deity that would listen that he at least bi-curious. But that's beside the point. My best friend, who was female, was sitting next to one of the relatively popular guys, but he was like...one of those bad boys without being a total bad boy. I digress, so we're all sitting there, more people further in the house and this creep of a psycho WHIPS HIS FUCKING HARD DICK OUT and wraps HER hand around it without even ASKING. OUT OF NOWHERE. Like NO ONE saw it coming. And literally, NO ONE reacted. I sat there in stunned silence. No one was drunk or high btw, there wasn't even any alcohol or drugs on anyone's person or in the house. I don't really remember what happened after that? I remember staring at her like, "Fucking..take your hand off his dick! Wtf are you doing!? WHY ARE WE JUST SITTING HERE!?" But again, don't remember what happened.

Now for a more person trauma... My next door neighbor, also male, was obsessed with me. He was nice...ish. But he was constantly begging me to date him or marry him. This started when I was still 11 and had just moved into the neighborhood. While I was still 11 he showed me his dick, multiple times, begging me to touch it or lick it. He continued to do this throughout our middle school days. He even cornered me multiple times, forcing my hand in his pants, or forcefully kissing me. I remember not knowing what to do, cause he was so nice and protective of me when he wasn't being a rapey perv. Speaking of a rapey perv... He and I continued going to school together in high school. I had my first boyfriend my freshmen year. My first boyfriend raped me that year and hit me several times. We were both 13, turned 14 together. My neighbor found out about how my boyfriend treated me and...pulled a pellet gun on him. I got him to put it away, but the next day at school, when he had heard my boyfriend had hit me again, he beat the ever living fuck out of him. They both got suspended. So...Even though my neighbor was kind of sexually confused creep, he also defended me and never really did anything beyond forced kisses and groping.