Chapter 4

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~Next Day~

I can feel a light on my eyes. It's sun, so it's already morning. While I'm starting to move, I notice that Harry stills there. "Omg," I souftly say while taking my hand off Harry's breast, and sitting on the bed. *So, last night... everything was real? I can't believe I just slept with Harry. And I had shorts last night. Om-*

"Hey, babe" Harry says still awaking up.

" 'Babe' ? You never called me that, Harry" I look at him.

"I know, but it's everything okay if I start to call you that way?" he smirks.

Well, fine by me but... We're not even dating! What will everyone say?

"Harry, we only slept together last night, nothing else." I say while getting up of the bed, and moving to the phone to call someone to bring the breakfast.

"Well... What if I said that I like you?"

My heart almost stops. What I'm I gonna say? That  like him too? Since the day I saw him? No! Looks so desperately! I gotta say something, or he will think right away that I like him too! But he might be joking. Yes! Maybe he's just joking with me to see what's my reaction. Fuck! That's it!

"Hu... Harry, is this some kind of a joke?" I say with a nervous laugh.

"Why would it be?" he says looking confused. 

Or else... He just really said that he likes me.Yeah...! Maybe that's it! What would it mean the dinner, and the huge desire to sleep with me if he didn't like me? 

"Hu, I don't know. I'm just a friend. That's why-"

"And what's the matter about that?" he says getting up of the bed, and coming to be with me. 

*Omg... He's in boxers... And all those tattoos... Why would I say 'no' to something like that?* 

"Harry. You're fam-"

"Urgh! I hate that word!" he starts to look pissed.

"Wa-...Sorry."

"It's okay, less you don't say it again or I'll have to kiss you" he says wrapping  my body with his arms, and with his face on my neck which made me have chills all over my body.

I was loving that moment... I never been like this with Harry... It's so lovely... Even if we're half-naked, it makes things be a little more hot. Humm. I love it.

"It looks that I have got to say that word again..." I say smiling.

"Say it... I'll love to kiss those lips..." He says while already kissing me.

*This is so... Arghfff... Got chills... His lips are so... I don't want ever to let them go.*

I jump to his waist, kissing and kissing more passionate then while I was on the floor. He starts to take my shirt off, so I let him. I attach more to him. My down underwear is touching on his. I feel his 'thing' getting bigger. He stops kissing me. I look at him confused. I smile, and he starts kissing me again. 

Harry takes me to the bedroom, and lays me down on the bed. He starts to take his boxers off. 

"Harry!" I yell at him closing my eyes.

He stops taking his boxers, and puts them again.

"What? What's wrong, babe?"

"Harry, I can't do this." I look at him, almost crying.

"But wh-" He looks at the roof, and then at the floor. I can see that he's starting to have some tears on his eyes. "Oh, I get it. You have other guy in yo-"

I shut up him by giving a long duration kiss.

"It's not that. I love you." I say smiling and stroking his face to make him look in my wet eyes. " But I can't do this now." I said lowering my head and cleaning my tears, and then moving to the closet to pick up something to wear.

While I'm moving to the door, Harry runs out to catch my arm, and then he says.

"I love you so much that I have all the time in the world to wait 'till you be ready, and all that time doesn't represents how much I deeply love you."

"Oh, Harry..." I said souflty, crying even more.

I take my arm, and leave the room. Leaving Harry too. I go as fast I can to the principal floor. I want to leave that hotel. I get outside, and it's cold and windy. Sad day. Just like me. I start to remember what happened with Harry. Oh my God. I should have kissed him. He said exactly what I wanted to hear from him. Now he probably hates me.

What if, he never wants to talk with me again? I will die. What if I don't kiss his lips again? What if I never hug him, or sleep?! My life will be ruined. I feel myself completely broken. I lift my head up, and I can feel my eyes wanting to cry. I wanted to go back But I couldn't. How would I face Harry? I'm sure that I would runaway like a pussy again. But he deserves an answer. Urgh! I will go back to the hotel, and I will talk with him and explain how and why, I reacted that way.

I run to the hotel again, get into the elevator and as I get to the right floor, I quickly open the door and run to the bedroom.

"Harry, I-"

I notice that the room is empty and there's no Harry's clothes on the bed or on the floor. 

"Omg, omg, omg, omg...! NO!" I sit myself in the floor right next to Harry's bed side and started to punching the floor, because I needed to release some of my pain and anger. "WHAT DID I DO?!" I yelled. And I start crying more and more, lifting my head up to the roof. "Why?!...I'm so stupid! I just lost the guy of my life... Why did I do that to the guy that I will never stop loving?! The guy of my dreams! The only guy that I love! Why, why, why, WHY?!" I gave a last scream with all my breath. "I love him so much..." I said souftly, closing my eyes and turning my head to the floor.

Suddenly I hear someone from the living room. I stop crying and turn my head to the entry. I get up from the floor, and I walk warily 'till the entry, where I can see Harry's back. I start to run to hug him. When I'm hugging him, he says.

"I heard." he said while carefully moving me from his body and I stay looking to him with my wet eyes. "I heard everything you said. Your tears falling from your face. Your screams. Your punches on the floor. Everything." he says that and I have a huge desire to kiss him, but I won't.

"Harry, I'm so sorry the way that I reac-" I say nervous and turning my head to the floor.

"Hey, hey. Shh..." he says smiling and then, he lifts my head to make me look into his eyes. "And you haven't lost me. You'll never lose me." he says.

He starts to kiss me. Putting his arms around my waist. He carefully lifts me up, and puts me down, in the same way. He finishes the kiss with a huge breath. 

"So, what do you want to eat, Katy?" he says while going to the door, calling the hotel employee. 

"I like the way that you say my name but I prefer babe." I smile.

"Okay then,so , babe? What do you want to eat?" he smiles back. 

"Oh, and I want to eat the same as you."

"Great. Dinner's coming in a few minutes."

"Fantastic." I smile at him. 

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What do you guys think that's gonna happen? Will they be "happily ever after"? Be aware... ;)

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