There's tension in the air. I start to think that maybe it's too soon already. But a bit late now... I look at Harry. He seems as worried as me. We look to everyone and gosh, they still quiet, and looking to each other. I'm sure I'm gonna die. Gladly, Louis and Eleanor came to us, to hug and congrat us, but both seemed worried. I smile, besides being a weak smile, I smiled. After the hugs from them two, Eleanor made a strange signal to Zayn, actually seems like its for everyone. It looks like they understood, and suddlenly all came to hug and congrat. I smile but I'm confused. I pull Perrie to the hallaway.
"Why are you all like that?" I ask her.
"Hu..." she starts to look everywhere, worried.
I make her look at me. "Why?!" I shout.
"I-I shouldn't tell you this but... Urgh...!"
"What?! Tell me, what?!"
"Harry has got another girlfriend!" she yelled.
I'm spechless. Of course he has! Why I ever thought he would really like me?! I'm sure it's a pretty girl, smart, funny... Which means, not me. He used me like a slut! Why I...? Urgh... I'm so dumb.
"Are yo-"
"Look, Perrie I gotta go." I say with tears in my eyes, leaving behind my jacket and purse. I don't care about it. I should be expecting that from Harry... Such an handsome man, rich and why would he date someone that its not what all the others girls are? C'mon, I just can't be always like this. Yeah were 2 days, but dammit! I had feelings for him! I still have! And I won't get over this that quickly.
I get at home, feeling super exhausted. Can't stop crying. I need to focus in something else. Hu... I already know! Tyler! Yeah, I'm gonna call him, and comes here to talk. Oh my God, he's like my bestfriend since I remember! We used to be closer, but I moved to Italy for 5 years, and I got back to Englad, more or less, one year and 7 months. Gosh, I forgot to call him when I got back... Well, I'm gonna call him anyway. I need someone to talk with. Fortunally, I got my phone on my pocket, so I call him.
"Hi?" he says.
"Hiii Tyler!"
"Katy? It's that you?"
"Yes! Yes, I am!"
"My God, we gotta meet again. I miss you, Katy!"
"Hum... What about today?" I start to giggle.
"What today? You're back to Englad?!"
"Yeaaaah!"
"Oh, great! At time you want to meet?"
"Hu... Come to get me in 25 minutes."
"Nice. Where?"
"I still in the same house. And then we see some place to go"
"Ok, see ya"
"See ya."
I hung up, and raised my head with a smile on my face that vanished in seconds. Started to feel that deep thing in my heart hum.. it's called pain and it's huge.
"I brought your jacket and purse." Harry smiles and comes to me, preparing himself to kiss him. I push my head back, move to his left side and I go upstairs to my room.
I turn back to him. I can see that he's confused.
"You're such an amazing actor. Put my stuff on the sofa, and leave." I continue to go up to my room.
"What?!"
I heard him. I wanted to tell him what he did to me. I wanted to see his face. I wanted to see what would he say. Would he deny it? Right in the front face? I get into my room, and I close the door. I drop my body in the bed. I hear the door closing with anger. The house seems shudders. I start to think of him again. I'm... I'm broken. I feel nothing... but pain. I think nothing matters anymore. Hu, maybe is better not go out today. I'm gonna call Tyler. While I'm picking up the phone, someone knocks. I go to see, I open the door and I see Tyler.
