Chapter 9

9K 292 63
                                    

He has choose me and he clearly loves me for what he knows. The problem is... What if i tell him the whole truth? The reason why i am really hated. The reason I'm called a killer.
What if he knew the whole truth.
If he knew everything.
Then he would surely leave me.
...

Kusuo wasn't slow. He used clairvoyance to find me and then teleported. That was clever.

"What?!"
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have tried to force you to talk."
"I will tell you my story. But i already know what will happen afterwards. You will leave. Everyone always has. You will be no exception."
"I wont i swear."
"Everyone said that."

...

Flash back begin from the beginning.

I must have been around 5years old and everyone was doing tests on me to see if i really did have no powers. I kept wondering what they meant.
Around 6 years old my family started to neglect me and only cared about my younger brother and sister.
My family called me worthless and cursed.
They called my siblings gifted and blessed.
I never truly understood why they hated me for being powerless.
I thought that meant i could live a normal life.
My older brother was 18 and at this point i was 13. He hated me the most. He saw me as garbage and as a result treated me as if i was. He would burn words into my skin to tell me my place. Words like OBEY, SLAVE, WORTHLESS, UNWANTED.
Even to this day, you can see those words marking my skin from where he burned them into my skin.
I want to cry and tell people at school and the authorities but he was always watching me.
Then came the time where i lost it.
My sanity was diving off the cliff and for a while i went pure evil and vile.
I ripped normal people apart in the street and diced them up until they were unrecognisable.
I killed hundreds of innocent people who did me no wrong.
About a year after my dad found me and took me home. To where he killed my entire family in front of me and kept me captive.
This was the good old torture me with every single method that existed till he couldn't do anymore. I truly was powerless.
By the time he was found out, he had forced his powers into me where i went out and moved to this town as the new coven leader even though i was powerless at the time.
I met Michael and we became really close friends and i told him my story.
Of course, i didn't know about the power i had been given at that point.
I lost control the day i got powers but of course, Micheal was there.
I lost control a few times and accidentally killed a few people but that brings me up to now. Basically that's a short version of everything.

End of flash back brief

Kusuo wasn't speaking. I knew he was going to leave me like everyone else. I'm a monster.

Saiki x ReaderWhere stories live. Discover now