stars on the wall. nct renjun

☏ i'm still standing

You know I'm still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid

I'm still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah

I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah

Don't you know I'm still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid

I'm still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind

I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah

I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah

the korean girl was currently
in the same cafe that jaemin
'

confessed'.

she circled around her hot tea,
holding her head low,
supported by her
left hand.

looking out the window,
seeing couples kissing well
giggleing. cuddling
because of how cold
seoul, south korea is.

she didn't notice a thumb rub
across her cheek, sliding away
a tear.

minyoung was about to
yelled when she looked at the boy.

minyoung brain went blank.
she mumbled harshly saying
the boy who once hurt her.

"f-felix.." minyoung
breaths almost gave up on her as
she started to make fist

under the table, her nails dipping
into her skin on her palm.
she wince quietly.

closing her eyes, and repeating
"this is just a dream.."

"minyoung-ah?" the boy who
is now sitting in front of her
asked softly.

making minyoung palm finally
bleed as she was dipping into her
skin.

the boy then have the nerve
of grabbing her shoulder softly.

that's when the korean girl
flipped, she ran out of the small,
warm cafe.

as she didn't even make it all
the way outside, a jacket was
throw on her shoulders.

"minyoung-ah, it's
cold outside let's go back in?"
the boy said.

"no, you stupid piece shit!"
minyoung ripped the boy's
jacket. throwing it at him.

"i don't want you back in
my fucked up life, felix!"
she shouted, earning glares.

"nani, let's talk throw his."
he asked, she shook her
head no.

how dare the boy call
her that nickname.

"don't call me that.."
she whispered.
"why." the boy asked.

"because-"
the korean girl was cut off by
a pair of cold lips.

she shook off the boy and
yelled.

"what the fuck felix,
why can't you forget.
'you useless shit, get
out of my life.'"
minyoung quoted the
last sentence.

the boy looked down.
"i'm sorry nani, i wasn't
thinking straight. i still
love you. i've always loved you!"
felix said.

"well guess what
buddy, she doesn't love you."

minyoung head whipped to see,
jaemin, donghyuck.

but she know that's not
what they sound like. she then spotted
a , green, orange, brownish blond, and
a light brown.

minyoung eyes widened.
"renjun-ah.." she spoke
softly, walking towards them.

the chinese smiled, opening his arms.
her smile fading.

and donghyuck knows why, and
jaemin.
"no, minyoung, no."
donghyuck carefully stepped
towards the korean girl who
was in a sob.

"hey, come here-"
once donghyuck got the slightest
touch, she entered her car and
drove away.

leaving the the five boys to
questions the blond pink haired
boy.

"so you are?" renjun asked first.

"minyoung ex boyfriend, felix lee."

jaemin and donghyuck gasped.
"you. your the one who
put a whole in her heart!
you fucken asshole!"
the jaemin yelled, almost throwing

a punch, but a boy with light brown
hair stopped him. "nana calm down."
the boy whispered in
jaemin ears.

making he relaxed.

"you dickhead, cafe. inside now."
they commanded.

♕

song by elton john
song name: i'm still standing

extra long chapter <3