stars on the wall. nct renjun

☏ you made me look silly

Tired of feeling like I try but you don’t care
Tired of feeling like you lie when you say swear
Tired of feeling like a cheat when I play fair
Tired of trying to make you mine cause I don’t share

Spilling confessions
She feeling so guilty
Telling me everything
Might as well as kill me
Say that you love me
But you didn’t really
Congratulations you made me look silly
I thought I knew you
But I was so wrong
Where did you go
Where have you gone
I think I’m losing
The pain is so strong
Stuck in a place
I do not belong
I got depression
Don’t think I can trust
Don’t wanna leave you
But I feel like I must
I’m by myself now
I have to adjust

Tired of feeling I try but you don’t care
Tired of feeling like you lie when you say swear
Tired of feeling like a cheat but I play fair
Tired of trying to make you mine cause I don’t share

I don’t really wanna live in this lifetime
I don’t really want a life that’s like mine
I don’t really wanna cry but I can’t lie
I don’t really want a life that’s like mine

All you really do is lie to my damn face
All you really do is get in my damn way
All you really do is make it a sad day
All you really do is more than I can say

Maybe just maybe she’s hurting inside
Scared to show off her emotional side
That’s why she choosing to vanish and hide
That’s why she choosing to keep it inside

Tired of feeling like I try but you don’t care
Tired of feeling like you lie when you say swear
Tired of feeling like a cheat when I play fair
Tired of trying to make you mine cause I don’t share

"minyoung!" the chinese boy
called out.

the girl have a smile plastered
on her face. then suddenly
a disgusting one.

she bid her good byes to
joy, and irene before
waking away.

minyoung harshly
pushed the doors open
facing
her very first ex
boyfriend, park woojin.

"nani." he smiled, holding
a pair of  minyoung's

favorite flowers, yellow mini
sunflowers, she wanted to cry.

and she did. "woojin.. i-i."

woojin didn't break minyoung's
heart like felix but instead he
simply moved crying in

minyoung arms. she remembered
how hard it for her to leave him,
and forget all those feelings.

she wipes her tears away,
hugging him.

"woojin-ah, i really need a
friend right now." the black
hair girl told her ex
boyfriend.

"glad you would like to
be friends again, and i'll
always be here for you."
he kisses her head,
she finally felt relaxed.

"music store?"
he asked, looking down on
her. she nodded when a wide
smile.

they hold hands walking towards
woojin's car, leaving renjun
confused, and broken.

♕

song by  ???
song name: Everybody Dies In Their Nightmares Remix
Dempsey