As a few of my followers know, I haven't been as happy and outgoing as I usually am... And that's because a lot of emotional stuff is going on in my life revolving around my mum.
When we came back off of holiday in April, she started not feeling very well... And then after a few months and a few cancelled hospital appointments, we found out that she had COPD (which is an uncurable lung disease) and it kept getting worse. I moved into Year 11 about 3 months ago and last month we all found something else out that I don't really want to say publicly... Those few followers that I mentioned at the beginning know what I'm talking about but I told them in PM so you can do the same if you really want to know... And now my mum keeps having emotional breakdows where she keeps saying she doesn't want to be here anymore and that she's useless...
I really don't know what to do so I just wanted to write this to try and get my mind off of everything that's happening...
I'm really sorry if you didn't want to hear any of this but now you know the full reason why I haven't been like my normal self recently
