the maze runner boys

finding out your depressed

Newt

I woke up and I just felt like there was a huge weight on my body I forced myself to get up and and dressed for the day and walked out to get attacked into a hug from Newt. "Morning bestie." "Hi Newt." I hugged him back and he frowned a bit. "You ok?" "Yeah I'm ok just tired." "Awe i'm sorry." "Meh." I looked at him and smiled and nudged him in the side then started running to the mess hall. "Hey!" "You got to be faster then that Newtie!" He soon runs up to me and picks me up and throws me over his shoulder and carries me to the table. "Put me down." "haha fine." He sat me down on a bench and I pout but it soon turns into a smile a when Newt brings me food. "Oooo food!" I take it from as he chuckles at me and I take a bite then soon get this feeling of not wanting to eat but I took a few more bites where Newt won't ask questions then took my plate up. "Thanks fry." "Yep."

a week later and I stopped eating and I dont let Newt touch me as much as he did and he keeps asking if I'm ok and I just ignore the question then I feel a hand on my shoulder but I shrug it off. "Nikita whats wrong?" "Nothing Newt." "Your lying Nikita, you haven't eaten in a week." "Im not hungry ok." He soon turns me around to make me look at him and I glare at him. "Get off me!" "No! not until you talk to me!" "THERES NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT OK...I'm fine." My voice cracks at the end ad Newt looks at me like realization hit him right in the face then he pulls me in his arm's but I try to get out of them. "hey, hey it's ok." "What are you talking about let me go." His grip tightens and I soon just give in and my body just went limp and soon felt my legs buckle and then Newt Picks me up and carries me to my hut and sits me down. "Talk to me." "whats there to talk about... I feel empty here I feel like everyone only wants me for whats in my pants and not me and I cant take it anymore I just want to leave this place... I'm sorry newt."

Thomas

I was running in the Maze with Thomas and he was looking at me and saw I was out of it and he soon stops and grabs my shoulder and I snap. "DON'T TOUCH ME!" He backs up and looks at me in shock and I just look at him then at the floor. "I'm sorry... I'm just, im not in a good mood today." "It's ok." I start running faster then I saw the door and ran faster then I saw a crack and Thomas told me to be careful because I could get me foot stuck and fall and hit my head, I took a deep breath and moves to the crack and my foot hit it just right and it got stuck then I heard a pop and a shape pain in my ankle and head. "AHHH!" I saw everyone running to the doors then things went black.

I woke up to a pounding headache and my leg throbbing. "What happened?" "You stepped in the crack and popped you ankle out of place and hit your head." "Oh I must of forgot about the crack." He lets a breath out and shakes his head. "Thats a fucking lie Nikita!" "Thomas?" "I saw you move to the crack I tried to stop you but I was to late." I looked away and felt a tear roll down my cheek but soon whipped it away. "You don't know wh-" "Dont lie to me again ok I know your depressed I saw it in your eyes." "Tommy." "Talk to me Nikita I'm here for you." He bend down to my level and look at my eyes and I cried. "I feel so alone and empty I'm just scared that I will mess up and lose everyone." "That will never happen." "Im sorry."

Mhino

I was working in the garden and saw Mhino He waved at me and I just look at him and he frowns then walk off and I look back at Newt and he is giving me the tell him eyes. "Tell him what." "Dont play dumb I had the same look Nikita." I shake my head and walk off to the woods then saw Mhino and he pulls me to the mapping hut and I gasp at the maze. "Shhh dont say a word." I looked at him and he looks at me then specks. "I know your depressed I see it and I hate seeing you so sad." "Mhino, im sorry."

Gally

I was in the garden and I was giving Gally the cold shoulder well everyone really I got so fed up with working I throw my shovel down and stormed off and I saw Gally Looking at me in shock he then dropped his stuff and ran to me. "Nikita?" "What Gally." "Whats wrong?" "Nothing." "Don't lie." I looked at him and then took a deep breath. "Huh I'm depressed ok you happy now!" "Nikita... I'm so sorry your felling this way." He walks to me and Hugs me and I let a tear fall. "No I'm sorry Gally."

Alby

I was walking around trying to avoid Alby but it didn't work he caught me walking to the woods so I ran until I saw a tree to hide behind, I looked to see if he was behind me but when I tuned around he was in front me and I jumped. "Fuck Alby." He pins me to the tree and looks at me. "Why are you skipping work." "Not feeling it." "What's up?" "N-nothing." "Nikita." "Huh." I looked down and I let a tear fall down my face and he lifts my head to make me look at him. "Your depressed aren't you?" I nodded then she my eyes. "I'm sorry."

Aris
Was eating with Aris well barley I would take small bites of food and then give it to Aris and walk off to be alone. everyone but Aris knew I was depressed I hide it from aris so he don't ask me questions about it, but today was diffrent since I saw Aris walking over to me. "Hey you ok? You haven't eaten much in days?" "Im fine just not hungry." "Nikita whats wrong your acting weird." "Gee thanks Aris is there any other problems you have with me!" Aris looks at me in shock then sits next to me and pulls me close. "Thats what I meant Nikita... are you depressed?" I just nodded and looked at the ground with tears in my eyes. "I'm sorry Aris."

Frypan

I was late to work and I guess Frypan was not so fond of it because he was kinda mad. "Your late again." "So." "Whats with you your more moody today?" "Just leave me alone Fry." I handed out the food to the others and I looked at Newt and he gave me a kind smile that I kinda retuned then I got a small amount food and e]ate then Fry pan gave me more but I didn't eat it. "You need to eat Nikita." "I'm fine Fry." Fry soon got up and shut the door and put the close tarp down looked at me. "Ok whats wrong with you today your not you normal happy self?" "Nothing ok just drop it." "NO!" I looked at him for his sudden out burst and I moved away a bit and a tear fell from my eye. "Huh I'm sorry Nikita really I am." "It's ok  Fry," He walks over and hugs me then I whisper. "I'm depressed Fry." "What? Why?" "I just feel alone here... I'm sorry." 

Teresa 

I was laying on the ground looking at the sky away from the others. "Hey." "Hi Tresa." "You ok?" "Meh." She sat down next to me and pulls me close to her and I just look at her. "tell me whats wrong?" "Nothing just tiered." "Lies." "What?" "Tell me the truth are you depressed?" I stayed quiet and he pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back and I just started crying. "I'm sorry teresa." 

There will be a part too this soon.