Who wants to have angsty thoughts with me

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2017-2018

Some "worst"s

1. Having them say "I don't want to hurt you"
And thinking "You already have"

2. Hearing them say "Let's break it off before we become too attached"
When all you can think is "I love you"

3. Finding the one who won't break down your walls, but finds the door to join you, and then having them walk out

4. Wishing for them to be happy and realizing that means being without you

5. Having to train yourself not to think of them first whenever you have something to tell

6. Realizing you're not a priority to them anymore before they do

7. Wanting to share things you wouldn't have wanted to share before them, but not having them to share them with

8. Noticing you don't want to be completely, fully honest with someone who you used to tell everything to, and instead choosing to leave things out

9. Wondering if they're hurting just as much

10. Doubting they are