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LAURENS POV: 
I woke up again.
They were all still talking.
I got the strength to sit up.
"Oh sorry if we woke you"eden said.
"Where's Noah" i said. He wasn't in the room.
"He's been called for an emerging" Bryce said.
"We were going to wake you up but noah said not to before he left" eden said.
"Why has he gone" i asked.
"Something about his sister they didn't say anything else"harrison said.
"No wait noah is calling me" bryce said.
On the phone.
"Hey noah What's going on" Bryce said.
"It's jemma she's gone missing" noah said. He sounded really scared.
"No way are you going to come back" nryce asked.
"Yeah my dad said I should but I really want her to be found"he said.
"Look ive got to go" noah said quickly.
It was jus us four left in the room.
"Are you ok lauren" Bryce asked comical over to me.
"Last night you seemed really scared" harrison said.
Bryce sat on the bed.
"Yeah I'm ok but I want noah back" i said. I realised I sounded stupid. I needed to be more independent.
"Well im here" Bryce said.
"Thanks but I'll be fine"
For the rest of the day i was quite quiet for once.
Then noah came back.
We were all in the boys cabin again. What's new.
"Hey guys" noah said while stepping in the room.
"Noahhhh" Bryce shouted.
"What happened" eden said.
"Well jemma has gone missing and apparently the last person she spoke to was her friend"noah said.
"Oh no i hope she's found soon" eden said.
Noah walked over to me.
"Heyy loz"he said.
"Oh don't bother with her she's hardly said a word all day" eden said.
I knew she was gonna say that. I just feel like i need to be independent. I was so reliant on noah but maybe I don't need him.
"Aww did you miss me" noah said while putting his arms round me.
I shook him off.
"Hey what's wrong"he said.
"I told you" eden said.
"Yeah she won't respond" harrison said while hugging eden.
"Maybe we need some time alone" noah said.
"Ok that's fine with me" Bryce said.
Eden,Bryce and harrison left.
"Lauren i know i left suddenly but she's my sister" noah said.
"I know I'm not angry but...it doesn't matter" I muttered.
"Are you really gonna be like this" noah smirked. He pushed me on the bed again.
I was pinned down again. There was something that he does every time that gets to me.
I tried to get away. He stopped kissing me. He just had hold of me.
"Noah I'm sorry i love you" i said.
"It's ok baby I'll forgive you this time" he whispered.
We kissed for what seemed like half an hour.
"Right let's stop" noah said.
"What's wrong lauren just tell me" noah whispered.
"Yh i just missed you" i lied.
"Wanna stay the night" noah said.
"Sure" i smiled.
Bryce and harrison came back in.
"Guys Lauren is staying i just want her to be ok seeing as she hasn't had a night on her own yet" noah said.
"Ok" they both said.
1 hour later
Noah was lying next to me. My head was on his chest. His arm was round my waist.
"Go to sleep loz" he said.
"Ok" I whispered.
He usually did this so he could hold me.
Eventually we all fell asleep.