OUR JOURNEY

Journey (3)

Jeju (Part 2)

Kang Daniel's POV

Everyone went out wearing their swimming outfits. Most of us is wearing an oversized shirt and shorts. We all went together to the beach.

The members brought water guns. We filled our water guns and shot each other.

"Hyung-ah" called Jihoon and he splashed water in my face

I took revenge on him and I hit him im the eye "Wink Baby" I teased

The water gunfight continued until they all decided to stop.

"Haha, my shots are all bullseye" said Woojin

"I'm better" said Jihoon

"Of course, we're Pink Sausages" said Woojin

After the water gunfight, we swam peacefully. Someone's doing backstroke, someone's doing butterfly, someone's doing freestyle, and the other's ar at the beach making sandcastles. Yup, SANDCASTLES. They said they missed doing it.

After that fun playing at the beach, we went in to take a shower and take a rest.

"Haaa, so fuuun" said Daehwi

"I'm sleepy" said Jinyoung and he went upstairs to go to their room

Jihoon, Guanlin, Daehwi, and Woojin also took a rest. Only us, the hyung line are left.

"Everyone was so happy" Jisung said

"Yup" I agreed

"Will I still see those happy faces before, D-Day?" Jaehwan suddenly asked "You know, I don't want to be disbanded but, we have no choice, right?"

"Yeah" Sungwoon answered

"You know, you're somehow lucky because you and Minhyun will be going back to your groups Hotshot and Nu'est then, the others will go back to their companies, but how about me?" He asked "I have no company"

"Don't worry, with your talent, a good company will get you" Seongwu said "It's their loss for not getting you"

Jaehwan smiled and nodded.

"Why does when we talk about that day, the atmosphere becomes tense?" I asked

"Because, all of us don't want that day to come" Jaehwan answered "I'll take some rest"

Jaehwan went to the room and we followed. Actually, he's right, we all don't want that day to come. We've been through a lot to get here but all of that will soon end.

It's already 7:00 pm when I woke up. I saw the other members cooking dinner.

"Mmmm... Smells yummy" Jinyoung said while sniffing the aroma and walking towards the kitchen "What are you cooking?" he asked

"Bulgogi" Sungwoon answered

"Woah, yummy" he said while clapping

The dinner is ready. We all ate together. We decided to sleep late and light a campfire by the seashore. It was actually Daehwi's idea. He said we have to say our own opinions about that day. The disbandment. So sas to think but that day will soon come.

"Hyung-ah, let's set it up now" said Woojin

"Ok let's go" I said and stood up

Me, Woojin, Seongwu, and Guanlin, set up the campfire. We layered dry woods. Then Daehwi and Jinyoung came with marshmallows and barbecue sticks on their hands. The barbecue sticks are long. Not long after, the other members who're not there, came.

We lit the campfire and made s'mores.

"So? What are you feeling about the disbandment?" asked Daehwi "Let's start by age starting with Jisung hyung"

"Umm me, I feel really sad, very very sad" - Jisung

"Me, I feel sad about leaving Wanna One but I'll be coming back to Hotshot, I'll miss you so much" - Sungwoon

"I'm coming back to Nu'est but I feel sad about leaving you guys, I'll really miss you" - Minhyun

"I feel sad, you know I can't describe it all in words but one thing is sure, I feel sad about the disbandment" - Seongwu

"Well, I'm kinda scared of the disbandment and I feel sad, you see, after the disbandment everyone will be going back to their companies and their groups, but I don't have one" - Jaehwan

"I feel sad, I'm just sad. After Produce 101, I was so happy because we're all finally going to achieve our dreams, our dream to become a boy group. Haaaa, it's true that everything has an end, but still, sometimes every ending is just a new beginning. So somehow thinking that after that day, something good will happen to the members. I really hope about that. Sometimes I just wish that, that day won't come, but it's almost here so we have to accept it" - Me

"Daniel hyung is right. After that I'm sure that there will be something else waiting for us, something better?" - Jihoon

"For me, being Wanna One is the greatest thing happened to me that's why I feel sad thinking about the disbandment, in just one day, all of those months we've been through will vanish" - Woojin

"Being part of this group is a great achievement for me. In Produce 101, I started in F. At that time I thought I won't be able to make it yet here I am. I feel sad and sometimes scared about that day coming" - Jinyoung

"Guys, you know, I'm really sad about it. I can't even think about it. One day, I cried thinking what will happen after the disbandment. Haaa, I can't explain it anymore" - Daehwi

"I'll miss Wanna One. All my brothers who thought me, helped me to adjust in Korea when I was really struggling, as the maknae, I saw everyone taking care of me. I feel sad leaving Korea after that day. I was so stuck at this place that I don't know if I can leave it" - Guanlin

An air of silence was surrounding us. No one spoke after that. Daehwi cried, Jinyoung tries to smile, everyone's trying to be happy. All of us is trying to forget about the disbandment. But I know, no matter how hard we deny that we only have a limited time being Wanna One, we all know that day will come. We have to get ready for it, we have a short time left. And we will be busy now getting ready for our last album. We can't spend time together anymore. All of our Wanna One brothers who've been with us for a long time, those we've been close to, will now be far from us. I know we'll still see each other but it's not the same as now. That's why we're trying to enjoy our remaining time being Wanna One and being together.