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Stories & stupid/weird things I do

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I'm finally living up to the description-

Hey guys! I'm bored and need to update XD

Quickly before you continue, if you guys(and galls) do the same, or similar, things that I list and call stupid, doesn't mean I think you're stupid because you do that/those thing(s)! It's ok if you ppl do these things! It's ok if I do them. It's ok for anyone to do these! I just think they're weird. Which is ok too! I'm weird as HECC! Be yourself!

K preach over, time to start. I'ma start with the weird things I do cause why tf not?

#1: I always lock the door when I use the bathroom. This probably seems normal but lemme explain. I even lock the door when I'm home alone. I don't know if I'm just paranoid or if it's just something a lot of people do.

#2: I tend to say/yell something I think is funny when someone says certain things. For example, about, say a month ago? I was hanging with my boyfriend at his house. We were outside and his neighbor(who is also the principle of the school I used to go to) came out and said "Holy cow"(I can't remember what about I just remember him saying holy cow). So me, being the random person I am, yelled, "Holy cow?! Where?!"(or something along those lines). This is weird because I'm, 1, socially awkward, 2, somewhat shy, and 3, I don't like bringing attention to myself. At least I'm pretty sure I got a laugh out of him.

#3: I tend to not sleep as much as I need to. Yeah yeah, I can die blah blah blah I know! I'm trying not to! At least I'm not as bad as I used to be. I would do all nighters and sometimes not sleep for at least a week, but now I just messed up my sleep schedule. Like, badly. I tend to fall asleep around 1-4 am and wake up around 7:30-8:30. I know a way to stop doing this but you can't just fix this overnight. The problem is my phone. I've been reading a lot late at night and I find it hard to put down my phone. Also, I'm a night person so that explains it too XD

#4: I tend to not eat much. I'm trying to work on this one as well!!! I'm not sure if I have a eating disorder, my pickiness is getting to me, or if it's just my medicine(don't worry the medicine is for my ADHD). Sometimes I feel hungry, but my body just doesn't let me eat! Some days(very few) I actually don't eat at all. Sometimes, I don't even eat my favorite foods! I always try too eat but I'm either doing something(like school work or something like that) or I just can't. This saddens me because I'm already very picky so the I tend to already not eat a lot of different foods so when I can't eat I just wanna fricken JUMP OUT A WINDOW-

#5: I tend to change my artstyle a lot. Don't get me wrong, I love exploring new styles and being able to use those many styles! But sometimes I fear since I change my style a lot people will think I'm either stealing art or tracing! I used to trace, and I honestly don't mind it as long as you credit the original artist(or if you don't know the artist or something just show the original picture), but there are people who, for some reason, DESPISE tracing and thing anyone who traces should go to hell or something along those lines. I'm exaggerating but still. I just have trouble finding an artstyle that I like the most.

#6: My weird drawing habit. This drawing habit isn't changing my style a lot(though that is one of them) or something like that, but rather I tend to draw my ocs more than anything. In fact, I barely ever draw any characters from games/movies/books(this isn't necessarily a bad thing but whatever)! I'm trying to but hecc I can't! Mega oof right there.

#7: I can't ever finish writing a story. I would write nonstop when I was younger but I could never actually finish one. I have a theory that it's because of my ADHD, cause my mind would go e v e r y w h e r e . Still does XD. But yeah, sometimes I'd forget a character or have some things happen that make literally zero sense. I'ma try and actually write a story sometime...

Now some stories!!

Story 1: I was in preschool or kindergarten when this happened (I think-). Wanna know something I think is stupid? If ya don't well too bad. We had to eat ALL of the food on our plate. You probably know where this is going. I don't have any other memory in that cafeteria besides this one. So, I was eating all of my food except for the rice. And since I was way more confident back then, I tried the rice. I had a pretty big spoonful too. And I hated it(no surprise there). When it was time to go, the(I can't remember if she was a teacher or a cafeteria lady so I'ma just call her "the lady") lady came up to me and told me to finish my rice, and I told her I tried it but hated it. The lady was having none of it and told me to finish. I told her the same thing. But NOOOOOOOO! Let's just say there was a lot of crying and yelling involved. And everyone left too ;-;

Story 2: I think I was about 7-8. I was playing with my big brother. Oh and our definition of fun is shooting each other with BB guns. So we were having a good time playing hide-and-seek-with-guns and I was hiding. We lived in an apartment at the time and there were these medal storage things that we would sometimes hide in. I was behind one,siting on the ledge in front of a treeline. So I was playing with the BB gun and I accidentally shot it. It hit the wall and bounced back at me and hit me in the fourhead. I sat there for a moment before laughing like I just heard the best joke ever created. 

Story 3: I can't remember how old I was during this one... I was at church hanging out with my best friend at the time(don't worry she didn't ever betray me or anything I just moved and we kinda couldn't talk) and she had the idea of giving each other piggy-back rides. I can't remember which one of us gave the other a piggy-back ride but we ended up falling. I apparently hit my head on one of the church chair-things(idk!) but didn't think much of it. My mom came in and thought we were just running and bumped into each other. Long story short, I realized I cut my head open and yeah.

Welp that's all I got! Have a great day/night!!