Why?

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I lied down in my room with the door locked. I felt tears threatening to fall. I also heard voices in my head saying the same things they do every night.

"You are nothing"

"You are a monster"

"You should never have existed"

"Why are you alive"

"Slut"

"Bitch"

"Here take some bleach you CLEARLY need it"

I was balling at this point without making any noise. I felt my face completely soaked along with my outfit and some of the floor (hope its not carpet ;v;). I fell to my knees remembering whats wrong with me. 

Sickness thats unknown

Anger issues

Barely any emotions

And much more

..............why......?

..................Why did I have to end up like this............?

I'm an idiot for thinking these skeletons could help me and make me happy. Hell not even Dream made me happy.

I don't even deserve their help or pity. I should've never existed in the first place..........

Should I....................................................maybe...............................but not tonight.....................but soon....................

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I will end it


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