"Vice!!!!!" I screamed in panic as he fell unconscious on my shoulders. He was burning with fever, perhaps when he was on his way here while there was heavy rain.
I took his temperature and it was at 40 degrees.
I laid him down on the couch and went to get some bowl, water with ice and a towel. I gave him a sponge bath.
I wiped his face with the towel and saw that his eyes looked tired.
I then went on to take his shirt off so that I could properly wash him. My hands were sweaty as this is the first time that I will be doing this. I mean I already saw him half-naked but...it was when he hasn't confessed to me yet.
I swallowed and then took his shirt off slowly so I won't wake him up. His body was not that ripped unlike others but I like it. I can't help but stare at him.
His chest, firm..that when I laid on them, it feels as if nothing matters anymore...
His arms, in which i feel safe....
His hands, that perfectly fits mine...
I stared at his face again, and I didn't notice, that my face was leaning closer to his, I can't help but stare at his lips...that kiss we shared....felt....good...
"What in the world are you thinking Jaki???"
I know it is cold outside, but I felt a heat came rushing through me...
As I was done giving him a sponge bath, I went to the bathroom and took a shower.
It felt.....hot.....
It was the first time that I felt that kind of heat....
I took a warm bath, after I put some clothes on, I went and sat beside the couch.
I was in deep thought...thinking....wishing that this man in front of me would never ever leave.
It was already 2am and I couldn't sleep. I was just sitting beside the couch and kept on staring at his face.I then decided to get another cup of coffee.
As I stand, he grabbed my hand..
he was awake...
"how're you feeling?" I asked him.
"much better, thanks to you." he said in a raspy voice.
I can't help but be a little nervous but something about his voice excites me...
"where are you going?" he asked
"I-I w-was just about to g-get some coffee.." i replied
He yanked my arm causing me to fall on top of him.
Surprised...
He touched my face and took the stray hairs behind my ear.
He was looking intensely at me, his eyes were like burning embers. I was lost in it. I can hear my heartbeat racing as I felt the heat coming from his body.
I can feel my face flushing red.
and then he said....
"Please...."
"Stay with me."
And it what seemed like forever...I felt his lips into mine.
We were breathing heavily as he deepened our kiss.It seemed like he wasn't sick just a few hours ago.
I felt his hand slowly starting to go up my leg....my waist....and then I felt him place his hand under my shirt....
I was a little taken aback, and broke our kiss...
"I'm sorry..."he said
He was surprised when....
I slowly took off my shirt and his...
I kissed him.
Slowly. At first...
then I placed my hand on his nape and pulled him closer to me still not breaking the kiss.
Then he bit my lip causing me to moan...and he licked my lips with his tongue.
I can feel his hand carressing my back, as I was holding onto him.
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WOULDN'T BE A LIE...
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