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Truth Hurts

JUNGKOOK's POV

"Tae.. can we go out for shopping?" I asked fidgeting my fingers. Taehyung and I have been dating for two years now. And I can feel that Tae's love for me is fading.

He's been distant lately, going out not even telling me, not giving any attention, and I always see him with a girl..

But I still loved him. I can't let him go, I can't live without him, even if he's like that he never hurts me physically or cursed at me.

"WILL YOU STOP BOTHERING ME?! You disgusting gay shit!" I was taken aback from his words. "I-I I'm sorry.." I stood up and packed my things up. He's too busy to even notice me.

I exited the room and looked at him one more time. Goodbye Tae..

I was on my way to the door when my hands was pulled by someone.

"Where are you going?" I looked at Tae with a blank face that he never saw. He was I think... scared?

"Tae what in the world? You're asking me where I am going? Eh? Are you that oblivious? Seriously, let's... l-let's just b-break up. I can't take it anymore. You're cheating on me right? I've seen you multiple times with that girl already. You're too obvious. And you called me disgusting, right? You're more disgusting! I don't want to share what's mine, but I think you're not mine anymore. I-I'll let you go. Goodbye hyung...." I pulled my hands off of him and ran away.

After that day, I cried and started cutting my arms, wrist, thighs etc.. It somehow felt good to hurt myself. Jimin told me to stop doing it, and that Taehyung wants to talk to me. I don't want to talk to anybody.

I want to erase him off my head, I want to delete our memories, I want to forget everything he did to me, and I WANT TO TOTALLY DISAPPEAR.

I walked downstairs and left my house. I went to an abandoned building and ran up to the rooftop.

I shouted, "I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL!! YOU ALL ARE CRUEL! JUST KILL ME ALREADY! WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS KIND OF LIVING?! I HAVE BEEN A GOOD FRIEND, A GOOD BROTHER, A GOOD HUMAN BEING! WASN'T I ENOUGH FOR YOU?! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS? FUCK YOU AND YOUR NEW BITCH!" I cried harder, and I thought of something so stupid.

"I HATE YOU... but I love you Kim Taehyung..." I pulled my hair and got the blade inside my pocket.

I started to cut on my wrists and smiled at the scars.

What if I die? Would he even care a little? When I'm gone, would he miss me? Would he cry for me like I always do every night when I see him with someone?

I walked towards the edge of the rooftop and closed my eyes for a second.

"Jungkookie.. please don't do this.." I froze when I heard his voice.

"What for? I lost everything. I'm useless. I'm not enough for everyone. I'm not a good boyfriend. I can't satisfy you like the way she does, right? I don't want to live anymore Taehyung. I'm just a burden to everyone." I cried.

"Look, I'm sorry if I've hurt you with my words, but believe it or not, that girl you saw.. she's my cousin, Adora. I was just asking for her help because I want to propose to you. I want you to be with me forever. Please Jungkook-ah don't leave me." I looked at him and walked towards his way.

"Oh was it in the plan to call me a 'disgusting gay shit'?" I asked with a mocking tone. "I did it so that it won't be obvious that I was planning on something. I don't even know what 'gay shit' is." He looked up to me and hugged me.

"I miss you baby." He whispered. "Hey hey, I won't forgive you just like that." I scoffed, but smirked when I thought of an idea, "No hugs, kisses, and everything that is very touchy." His eyes widened. "Yah! That's too much!" He whined, awww.. cute.

"That's what you get for hurting my feelings, and especially for making me jealous." I crossed my arms.

"Ok, ok, but!" He said and I looked at him confused, "I need to do this."

He kneeled down and got something behind his back. "Jeon Jungkook, will you make me the happiest man in this precious world and marry me?" He looked up at me smiling. I started to tear up, "Yes! Yes! Yes! I love you so much!" I pulled him into a hug and kissed him passionately. We broke the kiss and rested on each other's forehead.

"You broke your rule baby boy.." I just chuckled at him.

"Oh fuck the rules!" I chuckled at his words.