So a few weeks later it was so hot outside that I almost melted but I went outside bc nothing can stop me.
So basically I was walking but this time I thought: "What if I walk past Eldar's house?" I found this a great idea so I did it.
I was walking again.
Walking to my main bae.
And when I got there it was so hot that I almost fainted.
Almost.
I saw Eldar in the garden (giving the flowers water) and he was waving at me (!!!) so I was waving too but I was losing a lot of energy and when I walked past his house, I fainted..
Maybe a few minutes or hours later I woke up..
idk where
oh
never mind
I woke up
in Eldar's room..
I wasn't dreaming
He asked me: "Do you want to drink or eat something?". I said no bc I could puke any moment.. He looked me deep in my eyes and asked: "Are you okay?". I said: "I've got the feeling that... that..." I literally couldn't breathe and started to cry. Eldar grabbed my hand and said: "Try to take a deep breath and pinch me if you can't." I really tried to pinch but I couldn't move my hand. "I need to call a ambulance." I shook my head and tried to breathe. When finally some damn air reached my lungs I said: "I'm okay." "No you aren't." What the fuck was he trying to do? "I saw your scars." fuck fuck fuck!! "How." "I felt your wrist to know if you were still alive and Bless God you were but than I saw you scars and you got to explain me everything coz I'm worried about you know and damn I really care about you." "Why do you care about me?" "It may sounds weird but I'm in love with you and I really can't help it." What is happening?? Maybe it IS a dream.. "I'm sorry.. You can walk away if you find me scary or something." "No.." "Okay." "Why do you love me?" "There's something... well it's hard to explain." "Sorry." "No it's fine. But how do you feel?" "Much better." "Great." "Did I scared you?" "Absolutely not." "But I almost died in your room." "But you are still beautiful." "Really? Sorry but it's kinda new for me." "Yes and why is this new for you?" "No boy ever loved me. Except my family." "So you didn't notice it?" "Notice what?" "Almost every boy at school likes you." "No." "Yes." "How?" "Stop thinking so negative gorgeous." "Well.. Eldar?" "Yeah?" "I was in love with you too.. and I'm still.." "Haha!" "That was actually the reason why I walked past your house." "Do you want to be my girlfriend?" hE ASKED IT ISNFJRBWOQOFNDKSND!?!?!! "Yes!" "Sweet!" and he sat down next to me and looked me deep in the eyes and it was so romantic but instead of kissing, he asked me about my scars.. "Why do you cut yourself?" "Well literally everyone in my class hates me and it's freaking the shit out of me so that why." "Nawwe Ann you don't have to." "I do." "Why don't you talk to someone? It's kinda cliché but it may works." "Who wants to hear a story of someone with suicidal problems?" "Are you suicidal?!" "Yes." "Have you ever tried it?" Do I really need to answer this damn question?! "Yes.." "Just for once?" "Two times." "But you survived." "Luc saved me." "God bless your brother." "You look very hard from the outside you know." "Yeah but I'm such a softy." And there's the moment... hold on... wait... wait... "Can I try something to make you feel better?" yeah... just a sec... "Yea." there it is... WE KISSED!! IWBKSNX KSFKWPAN "And? Did it works?" hell you bitch of course "Definitely yes." "Great." "What time is it actually?" "Half past 5." "Fuck I need to go home!" "I can bring you there." "Do you know where I live?" "No but you can tell ne and cycling is way faster than walking." "You're right." "Okay come on."
"Why didn't you actually call a doctor?" "My dad is and he told me to wait." "Oh wow." "What if your parents are asking you why you came to late?" "Well idk." "I'm sure that you need to tell them about it." "But what if--" "I know what you're thinking but it's totally normal to faint s on a hot day." oh fuck I'm so stupid "Yeah maybe."
"Here it is." "Nice house." "It's trash." "Hahaha!" I was actually scared but when I rang the bell luc opened the door so it was okay "Well well finally home?" "Are mom and dad home?" "Only mom." fuck "Shit." "Hey Eldar." "Hey." "Wanna come in?" "I gotta go." yeah he gotta go "Just to explain some shit?" shut up luc "Okay."
"Anna Yasmin Rowe it's almost 6 o'clock. Where have you been?!" ... do I really need to answer this shit?... "Well I was walking but it was so unbelievable hot so I fainted." is u happy now? "And what happened next?" mom u is dumb af "Well idk coz I fainted." "Miss, can I tell the rest of the story because Ann really can't." "Of course..?" "Eldar. Eldar is my name." "Okay but eldar, do you want to drink something?" shut up mom "No thank you miss. But when Ann fainted I was carrying her inside so she could wake up. I asked my father what to do because he's a doctor and he helped but then he had to go to a important appointment so I was alone with her but I knew what to do. When she finally woke up I brought her home." my hero! "Well thank you for everything Eldar."
