Monday 20th April 2014 4:12am
It’s 4am and I’ve drowned myself with as much alcohol there was in the fridge
I forgot about you for a bit
I forgot that you never left. That you were still here.
But then I came back to reality, and realised you were gone.
So now I’m covered in vodka and tears.
I fucking hate you for leaving me
I fucking hate you
But I love you at the same time.
I didn’t get to tell you that enough y’know?
That I loved you.
Well now it’s too late
But who cares.
I love you
So fucking much.