Today I feel very unimportant. I'm always there for others yet when I'm down I have no idea who to turn to. I feel like I'm not close enough to anyone to the point where I know they would be there and care, and honestly it hurts like heck sometimes. I often have panic attacks and lately it's been getting a bit worse, I had one in the school hallway so I slowed down and stayed behind my friends to calm myself down because I didn't want to bother them. No one noticed I had slowed down, I guess that speaks more then any words could have. I try my best to make sure no one gets left behind, but then they end up leaving me out of things. I wish I was important to someone, for once in my life. I don't want to be that one annoying friend though, like who can I talk to without seeming that way? Fuck dude.
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The Journey
RandomJournal entries of your average high schooler trying to see the positive
