The Journey

November 17, 2018

I have recently discovered that I might have feelings for a friend of mine, but I know her feelings on remaining single as well as I am also really into someone else. She has no idea that I may or may not have these emotions, and that worries me. She has joked with me a bit about stuff like "me falling for you" when someone falls in a movie, although I don't think much of it I know she would've said "me falling for my mans". And that is where I get confused. Someone else is into her as well, although she has clearly stated that she just wants to be friends with the girl to us, to the girl it sadly seems like there is something. Seeing them has caused me to feel the emotion of jealousy, which is why I am speaking about it, or should I say typing about it. No matter any signs I also know she is waiting for someone, although she knows it might be years she has declared that she will wait for him. I'll admit that this statement is the reason I am not allowing these emotions to grow. We are just friends, and I'm fine with that. I must be.