𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲 𝗺𝗲 [𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗲𝗻] ✓

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dear jeno,

i don't know how to start this. i would like to say a big fat thank you, a thank you to you. i'm really happy that i gave you a sappy letter, i'm happy that you decided to respond to it.

i'm sorry for making you think about a CLEAN towel for two days straight. if you know the answer, write me sometimes.

t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶i̶ ̶t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶b̶e̶

i would like to thank you because of the happy times you gave me. the little visits to the sun&moon cafe really made my day.

as you know, i probably stopped writing letters to you. the kiss was the last thing on my bucket list.

i don't know what to say haha. i feel like i'm going to break your heart even more.

but i had cancer and i passed away.

i'm sorry for not telling you, but i thought it would be the best, for the both of us. trust me, if i didn't have this shit cancer, i would be with you for a million years.

but sadly, i can't. we couldn't defeat the cancer, i'm sorry. i really tried.

so i will officially write my last letter to you, i will miss writing those to you.

dear jeno,

can you promise me something?

promise me to stay strong, for me. i'm sorry for everything, i hope those times we had together were worth it.

promise me to not be too sad.

thank you and stay strong,
i love you ♡

- renjun